#adhd why

Waking up from an ADHD caffeine nap at 11pm is not what I intended

no you whore. STUDY LEAVE. FUCKING WORK.

Help

Any other ADHD adults who were diagnosed as an adult who are unable to truly post exactly what they want to on their social media about their experiences with ADHD growing up and the impact that has on their daily life now because their parent(s)/caregivers follow them on all your social media platforms (except tumblr) because they "support you and everything you do" and you are worried about upsetting or hurting them because you know the pain of RSD and wouldn't wish that on anyone even though actually you're kinda angry at them that they never noticed how much you were struggling when growing up, and now as an adult you're doing therapy and realising how much trauma you have from growing up and you also resent the fact that they made you believe that you had a pretty idealistic upbringing and actually made you doubt your own feelings and knowledge because your memory was always bad, so the few times you asked them about things from your childhood as a teen, you were told that never happened or you're remembering it wrong, and now at age 30 you're only just realising that's basically the definition of gaslighting, but because of them doing that you don't know how to trust if the memories you have about that are true, so you're just in this perpetual state of wondering if you're living a lie, or if your parents are completely different people to who you thought they were, and so you can't talk about it anywhere, which is particularly frustrating when there's actual conflict going on right now over the fact that they entered your house without your permission in a freaking lockdown when they knew you were at your partners house a few weekends ago (your support bubble) and you might not have even found out if it hadn't been for the fact that your cat ran into the house when they went in, and they then called you because they knew you were away and that he's an outdoor cat and they didn't know how long you were going to be out for, and you then had to bring up the fact (like a week later) that it wasn't acceptable for them to do that, after they didn't apologise and just messaged to "check in" like everything was somehow normal and this incident didn't need talking about, and so you basically had to tell them that they needed to apologise for it, but it took you like a week to tell them that, and then when they replied, somehow you ended up feeling like the bad guy ... or is that just me?

Just focus!