Jun 16, 2024
crippling fear that my friends think that i ruin everything but i really really don't mean to. i just have a lot of thoughts and feelings and opinions, and things will spill out sometimes because i just have so much energy and don't get to talk about certain things, and when i get anxious while talking, i struggle to pick up on tone thru text because at that point, i get set off rlly easily and i spiral and get rlly scared they'll hate me until they tell me they aren't mad and i have to remind myself they aren't mad at me.
anyway thinking of suggesting to my friend that i could have a role on a server so i can't see certain channels
