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oh all the ideas so many ideas make it stop i need to chose something aNYTHING STOP GIVING ME NEW IDEAS DJSJDJDJ
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oh all the ideas so many ideas make it stop i need to chose something aNYTHING STOP GIVING ME NEW IDEAS DJSJDJDJ
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my boyfriend knows me so well, and i'm glad i don't listen to everything my adhd brain tries to pressure me into - an anecdote:
we live in two different cities, about 2h away from each other with public transport. i'm going to his place directly after work on friday, and on saturday i'm travelling from there to visit my mum, which means we won't even have a full 24h together.
a mutual friend and his gf are also planning to visit his city on saturday and asked if he would be down to meet up for coffee. here's where my boyfriend knows me wayyy too well. and where i'm glad i ignored my brain.
he Already agreed to meet up, mentioning it would be ideal to do so when i'm on my way to my mum. now, i was initially pissed. cause he then added that we could also meet up with them together, but that he considered it might be an additional stress factor for me if i joined.
while i noticed today that he is absolutely correct in that assumption, and in the assumption that i'd rather just enjoy the limited time together just us two, i did not like that he made the decision for me already. or at least, predetermined what the outcome would be. and informed them of such time limitations.
but i'm glad i ignored it. cause he didn't do it to exclude me. or because he doesn't want me there. they're literally our shared friends. he just.. knows me. very, very, very well. because i would be stressed if i joined for coffee. i'd be constantly watchful of the clock. and couldn't enjoy the time with them and the conversations. and would Hate having to leave in the middle of hanging out.
plus, something he probably didn't even consider, i also want him to have some time on his own with them. i've seen them a few times since he moved. he has not. we don't have to do everything together as a couple, and it's important we both get time with our mutual friends by ourselves. and there will be plenty opportunities in the future for group hangouts aka. double dates.
i was initially a bit pissed off, but i'm also glad he knows me so well. and doesn't try to pressure me into anything, and instead considers what might be best for me in such a situation too. at the end of the day (and after giving it my own thought, while ignoring what he said) it feels nice. confirms he knows me and cares about me
if i could have finished painting this bathroom by now i'd already have a college degree
Ritalin is powerful holy fuck
ADHD people, how did/do you study? Specifically, how do you make yourself study independently? Or if you don't, how do you learn something new?
For context, I am over 40 with a kid, was diagnosed with ADHD at 35-ish. I have three bachelor's degrees which I can't actually use, but never learnt to study. I have picked up a huge range of stuff by ... I dunno, osmosis? plus what people have actually sat down and taught me (when sleep intrusion didn't interfere). After crashing and burning my chosen career, I've attempted actual units of study a few times - including once post-diagnosis, while medicated - but haven't been able to complete any.
I'm not looking to do anything big, but I am trying to learn some more Cantonese. It's my native language, although I only ever got about three years of actual lessons when I was a kid, before being switched to Mandarin. Unlike other things I've tried to study, I'm actually pretty good at picking up languages? But while the kid can go to weekend lessons, I haven't found any classes for adults, or even any local Cantonese practice groups, and it's hard to get into parents' groups with native speakers at my level (probably lower primary school). I have heaps of written and online material, just have to get into it...
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My brain just sits in a dusty corner of my skull drawing with crayons and snorting dopamine and then when I ask it to help me write my essays it screams at me and I have to put it in the cone of shame
nobody is understanding how fucking horrible my mental problems are and how badly they affect me because i always hold back on having actual reactions to them other than shutting down. which nobody takes seriously and berates me for. why the fuck dont i just make myself have meltdowns so they see how badly everything is affecting me.