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warning ! mentions of eating disorder, lots of crying, all i can think of, lmk if i missed anything.
Tour without Ivy has been weird. There is a missing piece in the puzzle. And while all the boys have been having fun on tour, it’s still not the same. And it’s evident to people everywhere. However, tonight’s the night. They get their girl back.
She called them a few weeks ago with the news that she would be in the audience in Berlin, and then she would join them again on tour. They screamed at this news. like actually screamed. But honestly, who wouldn’t, Ateez is going to be a full nine again. The boys got all hyped on the way to the arena. Jumping around, singing, yelling, a lot of yelling. Soon, they were all backstage chilling while the staff set everything up before rehearsal.
“Boys,” their manager calls for them. They all look up and see him standing there staring at them. He didn’t say anything, earning a confused look from Hongjoong. They all watch as he walks over to the door and opens it. And in walks Ivy.
Mingi was of course the first to jump off the couch and run over to her, hugging her tightly, and kissing her softly. The boys all piled over to her, suffocating her in a group hug.
“Make sure to let her breathe,” the manager said before walking out laughing.
“Okay, he’s right, let me breathe” she giggled as all the boys backed away, taking a look at her. She was planning on getting ready in the dressing room before she had to go out into the crowd, not wanting to be in her planned outfit longer than she had to. So she had on a pair of mom jeans and one of Mingi’s many tour hoodies. She looked so much healthier and happier. You can only see some much on a FaceTime call. She also cut her hair short with some bangs, that one they haven’t seen.
“You cut your hair!” Wooyoung pointed out
“Yeah! You like it?” She asked, messing with the ends of her hair
“Love it” Hongjoong smiled.
Everyone sat down, Mingi has not let go of her since she walked in, he needs to make sure she was there. “So, how was your hiatus?” Jongho asked, watching her sigh a snuggle closer to her boyfriend
“Hell,” she commented “There was nothing to do, I had too much free time. And you know they didn’t even let me drive for the first few weeks?” She scoffed.
“Yeah, they wanted you to have that time to yourself Livvy, that’s what it’s for” Seonghwa chuckled and ruffled her hair.
“Don’t care, torture”
“How dare they make sure you’re safe,” Hongjoong said sarcastically
“See you get it” Ivy joked along and walked around the room looking for something.
“What’re you looking for?” Mingi asked, getting up to help her
“Something to eat” The boys all smiled, it was clear that the hiatus helped. Of course, she’s been through this before, she understood the steps to get through it, and because she was away from her family, and her life, she was more motivated to get better.
“How long did it take?” Yunho asked her. She knew what he meant. How long did it take her to eat a full meal without throwing it up?
“Not too long, just have to eat foods I’m comfortable with for right now, My therapist told me to eat a new fear food once a week, so I ate a burger yesterday,” She said “I feel like the only thing I can eat without wanting to vomit is salad, fruit, and that’s like it.”
It’s sad, her once favorite foods have become the foods she fears. She may be back from hiatus, but she is still forever healing.
“Sorry to interrupt,” one of the stylists came in, smiling when she saw Ivy, “But you guys have to get ready for soundcheck, Ivy, honey, you’re always welcome to join”
Ivy jumped up and ran over to the stylist, hugging her and filling her in on everything she did and didn’t do over break. The boys all laughed as they followed the girls. They put their earpieces in and get their mics, Ivy looks over and sees her purple mic untouched next to Jongho’s before he picks it up.
“You wanna come out?” He asked, pointing to her microphone, he hopes she says yes. “There’s Atiny out there, but it’s not a lot”
“Sure” She smiles and has Mingi help her with her earpieces quickly as she picks her mic up. Mingi slips the mic pack into her back pocket, giving her butt a tap, which would be more surprising if he didn’t do that. He then feeds the attached ear-pieces through her hoodie, letting her catch them from over her shoulders, she lets them dangle there as she turns her mic on.
“Okay, c’mon.” their manager smiles. The boys rush up to the stage, Mingi holds his girlfriend's waist from behind as he kisses her on the cheek before they follow behind the others. As she went out behind the others, the VIP’s immediately recognized her and started greeting her. She assumed Hongjoong asked them to stay calm, or Atiny was just that brilliant to stay calm in that moment. She felt fairly anxious singing in front of fans again, the last time she did she sounded horrible and then fainted.
“Don’t dance with us, you haven’t stretched and I’m not letting you when you just ate” Hongjoong said sternly, giving her a stool that was set on stage for her. While she was gone, Wooyoung normally took her lines, and she’s excited to hear him sing her lines tonight too. But right now, her lines are hers again. Some staff set some water beside her as the music started. As her lines in New World came up, she felt nerves and excitement build up in her chest. As soon as she started singing, the boys all smiled so brightly while dancing, the VIP fans cheered her on, singing along, and the fans outside started screaming loud enough for her to hear. She chuckled out of disbelief through her lines. After New World, Hongjoong and Seonghwa ran off stage quickly. “What’re they doing?” She asked San who grabbed himself water. The sweat from his forehead dripped onto the stage floor as he looked at her. He shrugged, but it was obvious he knew.
“What are you guys up to” She giggled as Yeosang and Mingi walk over right as San left. “You’ll see, be patient” Mingi smiled and rubbed her thigh. The stool she sat on was getting uncomfortable, there was no backrest and she just now realized she was slouching. She fixed her posture, showing a face of pain, Yeosang noticed and rubbed her back for a second before she heard a familiar melody play through the speakers. Her song It Will Stop started playing.
Fans outside started screaming like crazy, and the fans in the arena started freaking out as well. Hongjoong and Seonghwa ran back up on stage, ushering her to sing her lyrics. This song was special to her. It was the first song she wrote for herself. It was the easiest, yet most difficult thing to write. She put all her emotions into the song, knowing that one day, she would relate to it again.
She sang the song without struggle, her boys watching and singing along with pride. After it ended they all cheered for her. The boys, the fans, the staff, everyone. She felt herself getting shy, smiling with her face hidden in her hands. Yunho jumped over and picked her up over his shoulder, making her squeal and almost drop her mic. Somehow, Mingi and Yunho managed to sit her on both of their shoulders for some pictures. There have been so many pictures and videos taken from this moment. She can’t wait to go home and frame them all.
After a small amount of time, Ivy sat on the edge of the stage to talk to the fans while the boys calmed down. “Hi” she smiled and the Atiny’s greeted her back. “How are you Ivy?” A fan with a deep accent asked. “I’m good how are you guys?” She smiled as a chorus of ‘good’ and ‘great’ was said amongst the small crowd. She felt a hand on her back, making her turn and see Mingi sitting on her left and Wooyoung on her right. They talked to the fans for sometime, avoiding questions of Ivy’s return with simple shrugs and changes of questions.
After soundcheck, they all walked back to the dressing room. Ivy had grabbed her bag full of a change of clothes for the concert from the ‘hangout room’, as they called it. Mingi went in with her, just to have a minute alone. “You sure you don’t want to stay back here and watch?” He asked, hugging her. There was everything she needed in that room, a TV to watch the concert from, a bathroom, food, water, and outlets. Everything. It’s also 10 times safer back here than in the crowd.
“I’m sure, I got a good spot, the bodyguards will be with me.” There was a spot right behind the pit where staff usually stayed, it was a spot for people to walk through before, after, and during the show.
“Okay,” he nodded, not arguing with it because he knew she would be in good hands. The two shared a few kisses and giggles before they had to go and get ready. Ivy went into the bathroom to change before everyone else. She walked out wearing a red bodycon dress, a black oversized leather jacket, and some Prada boots.
“Ah, you look so good!” The stylists all cheered, making the boys all turn and look at her. The dress showed off her figure, she had gotten so much healthier already.
“This jacket might piss me off three songs in, so if you see me throw this back on, shut your mouth.” She held up the hoodie she was just wearing, making everyone chuckle.
“You’re so cute” San chuckled and hugged her.
“How long are you staying back?” Seonghwa questioned
“Right before you guys go on they’re gonna sneak me out” She stated with a smile
“Good, cause you’re matching the first outfits, it will look good for pictures” Wooyoung clapped.
The time went by, the boys got everything they needed to do done, and finally, they hear the fans piling in and singing as they all got ready. “Ah, handsome” she dramatically sighed and gushed over her boys. They all rolled their eyes as they got ready to take pictures with their girl. The pictures were perfect and so cute, they would more than likely post them that night.
“Okay, you guys go on here soon, get mic’d up, let's go” Their manager clapped, rushing everyone over to the mics, “I gotta go,” Ivy told them as they put their pic packs back in.
“Just a second Livvy” Hongjoong made her freeze. “Everyone ready?” He looked around, seeing all of them placing their earpieces around their neck. They nod and bundle up in a circle, wrapping their arms around each other as the staff flashes their lights and takes videos. The girl happily dances and jumps next to Mingi and Jongho. “Okay, let’s go out there, perform with our best. We got Ivy with us tonight, so we have to do our absolute best.” Hongjoong goes on with his usual speech and praises “Ivy?”
“Oh, uh, don’t fuck up, I love you guys”
The boys all protested against her ‘speech’ and laughed
“Okay, okay. Just perform like you guys always do, with or without me, I want you guys to do your best, and have so much fun out there.” Mingi smiles and kisses her forehead.
“Okay, 1,2,3…”
“Nine makes one team!” As a full nine again.
“I love you guys,” she hugged them all individually “I’ll be out there, look for me”
When she got to Mingi, he wasted no time in giving her a deep kiss, bending himself forward and her into a damn-near backbend. The boys cheered them on as she laughed into the kiss.
She was soon rushed out into the audience, bodyguards circling her, yelling at people to move out of the way. She reached the back of the pit where security and other staff stayed to make sure there were no audience members out of place.
She smiled and waved at fans who saw her and cheered for her.
The concert went on amazingly, Ivy sang along with every word. It didn’t take long for Mingi to find her first, after that all the boys would check on her at least 10 times each song. It soon got to that time when the boys all stand there and interact with the fans.
“And tonight, we have the most special guest” Wooyoung yelled and the crowd screamed. At this point Ivy still didn’t change into her hoodie, the boy assumed she was fairly comfortable in that new jacket. She had her lightstick and phone in hand. The camera panned to her, showing her on the big screen as she laughed and waved at the boys.
“IVY-AHHHH” San yelled and Yunho clapped with Hongjoong. “She looks amazing doesn’t she Atiny?”
Ivy continued laughing and covering her face so she didn’t show off her blush. The fans screamed in agreement. “Ivy, I think we all have some things to say,” Hongjoong started “Should I go first? Anyone else wants to go?”
Yunho and Yeosang shook their heads as the others gestured that he could go first.
“Since Ivy first came to the company, I knew she was something so special. What I didn’t know were the amazing effects she has had on Ateez.” Atiny cheered after the translator spoke before he continued. “It’s incredible how much you have impacted so many people's life. You make Ateez special Jisoo-ah. And during this hiatus, it’s been hard on us, but we are so glad you took your time to heal. We love you, Ivy, and I think everyone can agree when I say we are glad to have you back home.”
Ivy was tearing up, mouthing “I love you” to Hongjoong.
Wooyoung nodded and brought his mic to his lip. Oh god, she thought to herself, this could either embarrass the living fuck out of her or make her bawl her eyes out. “I’m not sure if many people know, but Ivy and I used to not get along,” Ivy laughed at his start off “But now I would say we are the closest we have ever been. Through the years, I’ve got to learn so much about you. I know when you’re upset, happy, or mad. I’ve had the pleasure to watch how much you’ve grown over the years. And I just know how proud your family is of you. And I know you’re dad would be so beyond proud” Oh god, she’s crying. She misses her daddy, so dearly. She hopes he’s proud of her. “I wish you came to me. Or any of us when you were struggling,” now Wooyoung was crying “I love you Jisoo-ah, and I would do anything to see you happy and healthy all the time…” They both bawled as Yunho walked over to Wooyoung, hugging him. Mingi turned away from the crowd as he cried, Jongho tearing up in the corner. The fans all cried and called out.
Seonghwa sniffed before he spoke up, “Being able to be someone you feel safe around has been such an honor. My number one goal is to always make sure my members are safe and happy, and sometimes, I feel like I fail at that. I know there’s only so much I can do Ivy, I know. Please call me more, please tell me when you need help. Come to me more often. I want to help Olivia. Please let me help” Seonghwa sobbed, begging. Ivy wanted nothing more than to run up on stage and hold every single one of them.
Yeosang prepared himself for whatever words came out of his mouth when he spoke “I didn’t know you were hurting until it was too late. And, I can’t help but feel I could’ve done more for you. I can’t lose you Ivy-ah, none of us can. We love you, and it hurts going on stage and not having you here. I’m begging you to focus on yourself more.”
Between each speech was a moment of cries. Each member would take their time to prepare themselves, make sure they can say what they need. And a couple times they couldn’t. their speeches would fall short because they can’t say what they need to say like this.
San was next “Atiny and Ateez have been waiting for you, we will always wait for you. You always have support by your side at all times Livvy. We’ve been hoping that you recover well and on your own time, and your being here tonight shows us how well you have been doing. And now you’re home, and we can help you. And be up your butt 24/7” He ends his speech with a slight giggling, hoping to bring light to such an emotional moment. Ivy chuckled through her tears and shook her head.
“Well, I don’t know about you, Ivy, but I had trouble sleeping last night because I was so excited to see you again. And I think I even texted you” Yunho laughed, tears streaming down “You’ve always supported us when we need you, you’ve always been here for us. You’re probably the most kind and most empathetic person any of us have ever met Jisoo-ah. And even in times when I didn’t think I needed support, you were still there, whether I wanted it or not, you were there. You’ve always been there. And I just can’t believe I let you struggle for so long. Ivy, you deserve everything good in the world. I wish I could just give you the earth” He smiles with the tears falling down his shirt. Jongho nodded to himself, knowing he had to go next. He didn’t have to, but he wanted to and needed to for himself and Ivy.
“When I first met everyone I kind of felt like the odd one in the group. And then you came in and you had to feel like the odd one,” The crowd laughs along with Ivy as he continued “but I never really knew what it was like to be so close to someone. And ever since you joined our family, I never felt alone. I never felt like I didn’t fit in. You always made sure I got to bond with everyone, and that we made the steps we needed to take to be able to become a family. And now, I look at all of us, and, I can’t even imagine Ateez without Ivy. Ateez wouldn’t be Ateez without any of us, especially you.”
Jongho wasn’t the kind of guy to open up like this, and Ivy never knew these things, she never knew Jongho felt this way…
And finally, Mingi. Ivy couldn’t even prepare herself for Mingi’s speech… her chest tightened, and tears fell as she watched her boyfriend wipe his tears away.
“Without you, I don’t think I would be the person I am now. Without you, Ateez wouldn’t be Ateez. I’ve always wanted to just feel loved and cared about. And being with you, it’s taught me so much about myself. I just- I can’t believe how far all of us have gone. I can’t believe this is my life. And it’s thanks to you Jisoo-ah. Watching you grow and become the woman you are, it’s incredible. And I always think about all the times we’ve stayed up later writing songs, or just talking because we couldn’t sleep. Our Facetime calls, our late night snack time. All of it is so special to me. I love you so much, Olivia. I’m nothing without you.”
They all cried and hugged, wishing they could have Ivy up there, but they had to move on before things got caught up. The concert went on and ended after a few more songs. She would’ve loved to stay in the audience for the encore, but she had to run backstage before then so she didn’t get lost in a moving crowd. She ran through the halls once the manager told her they were out there, Mingi was of course the first she reached. He lifted her as she wrapped her legs around his. She cried into his shoulder, mumbling ‘I love you’s into his shirt. Mingi continued walking with her like that, rubbing her back before placing her on the ground once reaching the dressing room. The other boys all got to hug her and cry with her at last.
She’s home. And they weren’t a complete home without her.
Best friends isn't enough to describe the relationship between the two leaders of Seventeen.
They've stuck together since their trainee days when they were told they would both be leaders and lead Seventeen together.
It hasn't always been easy but one things for sure, Haerim and Seungcheol will always have each other as a source of strangth and comfort no matter what happens.
Arguments aren't uncommon, in fact they used to fight a lot in trainee days. Pledis even made them take couples therapy to help them find the best way to work together. Now days they never really argue because they're used to each other. They know how the other thinks, they can probably read each other's minds by now.
Can't go a day without seeing or hearing from each other. They're each others support system. When Seungcheol's struggling she's there to help his though it and tell him he's going well. They're so comfortable and share everything with each other, there's no secrets between Haerim and Seungcheol.
They've seen each other at their worst. Their friendship is built on complete trust and loyalty. They promised they would never give up on each other or their team.
Haerim x Jeonghan
One of Haerim's favorite people in the whole world but also the person who annoys her the most.
Both Haerim and Jeonghan are really competitive so they are always trying to beat the other a something. His clever, cheating ways only annoy her more and fuel her desire to best him at whatever they're doing.
Despite constantly being at each other's throats, Haerim and Jeonghan are the best of friends who are always there for each other.
In trainee days when Jeonghan wanted to quit she wouldn't let him. She talked it through with him, comforted him and helped him with anything he needed. She never gave up on him for a moment.
Someone she can fall back on. She doesn't let the younger members know when she's stressed or tired but Jeonghan just knows when she's feeling down. She can easily talk to him about anything worrying her, he listens to her and comforts her.
He always gives her back hugs. She would just be standing there, minding her own business when suddenly he comes out of nowhere, wraps his arms around her and places his chin on her shoulder. He just likes to hold his best friend.
Haerim x Joshua
Girl can't live without Joshua and that's a fact. If ever there were two people who were meant to be best friends, it's these two.
The moment they met they knew they would be good friends for a long time. They just clicked instantly.
Haerim has always supported Joshua. In trainee days she would cry with him when he missed his family. It was hard for him and she knew that, so she always gave him her shoulder to lean on. Joshua has said that although they're the same age, Haerim cared for him like a mother back then and he's very thankful for that.
They go out together a lot and enjoy each others company. If they eat they always argue over who pays for their meal, Joshua says he should pay because he's a gentlemen and Haerim says she should because she's older. So now they take turns paying.
He's someone she relies on a lot, his presence always makes her feel more relaxed and calm. She's very happy to spend her time with him without really doing much, she just loves being with Joshua.
She's so grateful to have a best friend like him in her life. He repays her for taking care of him in trainee days by taking care of her now. She takes such good care of all the members but who's taking care of Haerim? Joshua, that's who.
Seungcheol, Jeonghan and Joshua are Haerim's closest and most trusted friends. She can overcome anything as long as she has them by her side. They are her strength and the reason she can go forward knowing everything will be fine.
Okayy I don’t know if I’ll properly be able to express this but ur new idea is fucking amazing like I read it and I’m in love with it
Genius idea and would love to read it
Also im a little bit of a Neymar hoe so I was wondering what u thought about keeping the same idea but reader and Neymar start liking each other but Messi does not like it cause u know he’s the dad and is overprotective 😞 but Antonella fully supports it
Idk I’m a Neymar hoe and it seemed like a cute idea 💡but im sure whatever u write i will love ❤️
First of all, I am so glad you like the idea and excited about it! It means a lot to me 💖💖
Second of all, we are all Neymar hoes in this house 😌
And finally, I really love your idea! It's so sweet (cause, protective fathers are just *chef's kisses*) I'd love to write it as a one shot if you allow it!
As for it being interpreted into the upcoming series of Messi's daughter who is an idol, I don't think I'll be able to do that cause the OC is born in 2004 which will make her 18 in 2022.
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Ateez's 9th member: Ivy's relationship with the boys
Hongjoong:
For him it was hard to have yet another member join the group. He knew her from running into her in the practice rooms and he was very friendly with her, it was just a lot of pressure on him already and he felt like she added to that. But soon he realized that he can rely on her and that she always has his back. Nowadays they can often be seen hanging out in the recording studio where Ivy tries her best to be his mental support while he produces yet another bop and Hongjoong is very thankful for that. He trusts her and always needs her opinion on everything. Although she is a cute girl in his eyes he knows that she is awfully honest – which is a blessing and a curse, based on his mood. She easily became one of his best friends and co-leader.
Seonghwa:
When Seonghwa heard that a new person, a girl, would be joining the group he was so worried. Not for the boys but for Ivy. Will she feel comfortable? Are the boys gonna behave? Does she need her own room? What do you feed her? There are also a lot of books in his room that concern women and what they say vs. what they actually mean, because he wanted to do everything in his power to make her feel at home. He even bought her stuffed animals and flowers for her first day at the dorm. Seonghwa is like a mom to her but he is also the one she goes to whenever she is struggling with herself. He is always there for her just as she is always there for him. True soulmates.
Yunho:
He was so STOKED for another member to join their family. Yunho adored Ivy right away and although he was a little shy at first, he tried showing her affection through actions. For example, he always made sure that she could go to the bathroom first and that the boys were always dressed. He also found out about her favorite snacks and made sure that either him or the boys bought them for her. Ivy noticed all that and rewarded him with her amazing cuddles. When she first started with their daily cuddle sessions, he would blush and be super stiff. But nowadays it’s a ball of limbs when they lay on the couch and giggle like little school girls. Sometimes Seonghwa worries that Yunho thinks Ivy is a ragdoll that he can just throw around (he carries her a lot due to their height difference) but Yunho really is a gentle giant.
Yeosang:
Ivy and him have a special relationship. They couldn’t be more different and yet they get along so well. She sees sides of him that she has never seen before and she sees things in him that he has never seen before himself. Their friendship thrives off making each other feel comfortable and confident. Whenever Yeosang is feeling down about himself, Ivy is right there to give him the confidence boosts he needs and vice versa. She is also the first to stand up to rude people that try to tear her beloved Yeosang down – no one is allowed to mess with him besides Wooyoung. Yeosang admires her positive and outgoing personality and is the most thankful for her being part of the group. Their friendship is seriously so precious.
San:
Another one that shares a very special bond with Ivy. Both suffer from constant self-doubts and worries about their looks. While for San it’s his own thoughts that tear him down, for Ivy it’s the constant reminder of the public and netizens that she is not a picture-perfect idol. Although these two are usually a great pair and share the same struggles, they also clash the most and argue quite frequently. It’s never out of spite or just to hurt the other – Ivy has a short temper and when San talks himself down and insults himself, Ivy gets really mad and protective. She doesn’t allow him talking about himself in such a negative way and due to her short temper she can’t discuss such matters calmly and San takes offense to that. But as quickly as the situation might escalate it gets resolved as quickly and they go back to being best friends.
Mingi:
He reminds her so much of her little brother. That’s why Mingi is constantly babied by her. She adores this giant so much and always makes sure that he has everything he needs and is happy. Ivy was actually the one who pushed Mingi to go on hiatus. She witnessed how much his mental health suffered and she was so worried about him. She accompanied him to every doctor’s appointment and visited him at his family home frequently. This led to his mom basically adopting Ivy as her family lives in Canada and she doesn’t get to see them often. They definitely share a brother-sister bond.
Wooyoung:
They are a very special duo; they annoy each other to the point they want to strangle each other but they also could never live without the other person. Staff and the other members lovingly call them “Tom and Jerry” (and you bet they argue over who Tom and who Jerry is because they are petty like that). Ivy knows that she can rely on Wooyoung though and that he always has her back – no matter how many times he annoys and teases her. Wooyoung also knows that Ivy is a special person that he truly treasures. He especially appreciates how patient Ivy is with him. Although they argue a lot, it takes her short-tempered self a long time to get mad at Wooyoung. She loves him a lot.
Jongho:
Ivy is Jongho’s biggest fan. Whenever he sings, Ivy is sitting front-row if she doesn’t have to perform with him. She is mesmerized by his talent and would give everything to be able to sing like him. Singing is her weakest link hence why she envies Jongho – he makes everything seem so easy. Jongho knows about her struggles and always makes sure to give her extra vocal lessons and helps her improve her skills. Although Ivy is not a top-tier vocalist, Jongho is her hype boy. Once she performed on The Masked Singer and you bet that Jongho gave away her identity by sitting front-row with a sign that said “Ivy-Noona is my best friend <3”.
TITLE: Sunday
SUMMARY: Sora and Fin’s weekend continues with a painting session at the boy’s dorm. Fin is more endearing than Sora thought.
GENRE: Budding friendship, budding romance, a wee bit of angst?
PAIRING: SoKi (Sora x Fin), some Platonic!Solra (Sol + Sora) at the end
WORD COUNT: 2.1k
WARNINGS: swearing, some innuendos, mentions of poor mental health, mentions of bongs. If you think anything else deserves a warning, let me know! :)
A/N: Almost every line or thought by Sora was written by miss Kara! Thank you Kara for working with me <3 i cant wait to work on more soki stuff w/ you :)))! Find Sora and more works by Kara at @cube-vivid!
SPRING 2019
Fin let out a groan as he re-entered his room. Day had left his dirty laundry on the floor, right where Fin had just vacuumed in preparation for Sora’s visit.
“Myungdae!” Fin stood in the doorway of his room, his voice carrying down the hall. “You left your clothes on the floor!”
Day’s bleached head poked out from the bathroom, a towel wrapped around his waist. The vocalist gave his friend a sly smirk. “Oh yeah, I almost forgot. You’re bringing a girl over.”
At the buzzword ‘girl’, Kit’s head perked up from the living room couch, momentarily forgetting his video game.
“You have a girlfriend?” Kit asked in amazement, as if he couldn’t believe his ears. Fin rolled his eyes.
“No. Lee Sora is coming over to paint.”
“Right… paint.” Day arched his eyebrows and gave a few air quotes with his pointer and middle fingers. “What kind of painting will you two be doing, huh?”
Kit let out a snort at the crude innuendo, but the joke seemed to have gone over Hyunki’s head.
“Probably abstract.” Hyunki said simply. The honest response sent his two group mates in a fit of laughter. The two were cackling so loud that they almost drowned out the noise of someone knocking on their door. Kit’s eyes widened as he gathered his things up and bolted to his room, one hand clamped over his mouth to prevent him from laughing out loud. Day’s mouth formed a perfect ‘o’ in surprise, a mischievous smile on his lips.
“Go get changed!” Hyunki hissed, making his way to the door.
“Only if you promise to keep your clothes on.” Day shot back. Hyunki’s eyes widened at the scandalous comment.
Before he could scold at Day, knuckles wrapped on the door again. Day sniggered before closing the bathroom door again. Hyunki hurried over to the door, opening it to reveal Sora.
Sora seemed to be in a better mood today. She was rocking back and forth on the balls of her feet, a small smile stretched on her face.
“Hey.” Sora greeted.
“Hey,” Fin smiled back, something about seeing Sora smile made his palms kinda sweaty and heart pick up.
“So are you gonna let me in or are we just gonna chill out here?” Sora teased, taking Hyunki out of his trance and bringing him back to reality.
He could feel his entire body flush as he hurriedly stepped aside. “Sorry, come on in.”
They walked through the now-empty living room to the balcony that was connected to the dorm. Outside, Fin had already set up their blank canvases and paint supplies. He even set a pitcher of homemade lemonade, some snacks, and a radio on a fold-out side table for them. Sora smiled at the layout in front of her.
“I should have brought snacks too, shit, sorry.” Sora apologized pouting absentmindedly.
“Ah, don’t be sorry.” Fin shook his head, sitting criss-cross in front of one of the canvases. He was about to pat the spot next to him when he realized something.
“Oh, wait!” Fin exclaimed, rising to his feet. “You’re gonna want to protect your clothes.”
Sora looked down at her outfit. She looked good, even Fin could admit that. She wasn’t wearing anything practically revealing or typically sexy. Her outfit was all black and oversized, the graphic tee she’d tied up to be cropped and chains she wore grabbed Fins attention. The look was streetwear, but he could tell it was more expensive than the casual look appeared. Sora seemed slightly embarrassed looking down awkwardly.
“Do I look so good it’s distracting you?”
Fin froze at that not really knowing how to reply. His mouth flipped open repeatedly as Sora fought off her smile watching how easily flustered she could make him.
“I’m joking Hyunki,”
Fin let out a breath at that nodding slowly as his eyes shifted around the room refusing to look her in the eyes anymore.
“I should have worn something more chill, huh?” She said in a teasing self-deprecating tone.
“No worries, you can borrow some of my old painting overalls.” Fin shrugged, tilting his head towards the sliding door. The two re-entered the living room and into Fin’s bedroom.
“Damn, I should come in here more often .” Sora commented with a chuckle when she stepped through the threshold. Her eyes fixed on the wall display of various bongs. Fin followed her gaze and let out a laugh.
“Oh, those are Myungdae’s. A pastime of his.” Fin chuckled before hesitating. “Uh, just don’t tell anyone that we own those.”
“Own any what?” Sora jokes. She played dumb, a lopsided smirk crossing over her face as she tilted her head to the side. Hyunki nodded appreciatively, giving Sora a knowing wink before dipping into his drawers, searching for some overalls. When he straightened up again, he was holding a beat-up pair of white painter’s overalls.
“Here.” Hyunki handed them over, a smile on his face. Sora took them, sliding her chunky sneakers through the baggy pant legs with minimal struggle. As soon as she straightened up, the chest of the overalls sagged towards her stomach, exposing her shirt.
“Oh, lemme adjust that.” Hyunki offered, stepping forward to adjust the straps for her. Sora knew he didn’t mean to be as close as he was but she also didn’t mean to get so flustered by it either. If Fin was any other boy, Sora wouldn't be surprised if he used their close proximity to his advantage and made a move on her. He was at perfect distance to grab her hips roughly and kiss her. It was what she expected. What she didn’t expect was how Hyunki’s fingertips delicately maneuvered over her shoulders, barely touching her. Sora looked up at Hyunki in an effort to better understand him and his intentions, surely this was a move that she was not picking up on. But all she saw was Hyunki’s brows furrowed in innocent concentration as he slid the buckle back a few inches.
“There.” Hyunki finally sighed. He looked down at Sora, a smile returning to his face. “Ready?”
The two exited the bedroom, heading back to the patio. Fin sat cross legged in front of a blank canvas, gesturing for Sora to do the same. She cautiously sat down, picking the canvas up. The material felt awkward in her hands, as if the inanimate object knew she didn’t know what she was doing.
Her expression must have been apprehensive, because Hyunki let out a chuckle.
“You look like it’s going to bite you.” Fin teased. He nudged a box full of paint brushes and tubes of paint towards her. “Don’t think about it too much, just go with the flow.”
“Go with the flow…” Sora repeated to herself under her breath. She picked up a plastic palette and a tube of paint, selecting a yellow color.
The two sat peacefully, listening to some music and sipping lemonade as they painted. Beside her, Hyunki broke the silence by letting out a huff under his breath, running a hand through his messy hair.
“What?” Sora asked. Hyunki flipped his canvas around for her to see. On the canvas in front of her were two angels, clearly modeled after Raphael’s Angels. Even though Sora thought Fin’s art was beautiful, his displeased expression told her that he wasn’t satisfied.
“What’s wrong with it?” Sora furrowed her eyebrows, not understanding the issue at hand.
Fin pointed to the complete angel, sighing. “I feel like I got the face wrong. They look like… like…”
While Fin searched for the correct comparison, Sora felt her cheeks heat up and her heart flip slightly . She knew exactly who the angel looked like, she’d seen that face every day since she was born. It was all she saw when she looked in the mirror.
“They look like me.”
Hyunki froze, his eyes widening. He looked between his canvas and Sora, cursing under his breath.
“Shit, I’m so sorry.” Hyunki flushed, looking as if he wanted the Earth to swallow him whole.
“No, no,” Sora shrugged. “No one’s ever painted me before, even by accident.”
Hyunki gave her a skeptical look, as if he didn’t believe that. He flipped his painting back around and sighed.
“Do you want to take this home with you?” Hyunki asked. “I think Sol will kill me if I have a painting of not-you in my possession. And The other members might tease me until I die.”
Sora laughed at the mental image of Sol finding that painting, nodding her head. “Sol is so protective it’s so stupid. But I’ll keep it, how many people can say they have a pretty painting. I can't wait to rub it in the girls faces, they’re gonna be so jealous.”
“Great.” Hyunki grinned, blushing slightly at the subtle compliment .
By the time they had finished, the sun was setting over Seoul, covering the sky in a purple and pink hue.
“Time flies, huh?” Hyunki looked out over the city skyline ahead of them while holding his hand out for Sora to take. Sora hesitated, but took his hand to help herself up. She looked out over the city too.
“Yeah…” She responded.
The idol was so used to seeing Seoul that the city had lost its sparkle. It was just a mesh of concrete and scattered trees in her eyes but the way Hyunki was observing it made her realize that he wasn’t seeing what she was seeing. When Sora looked at Seoul she saw a city she could never escape, that just reminded her of everything wrong in her life. But Hyunki saw pure art.
“Isn’t it pretty,” he said barely audibly. A pang went through her chest as Sora realized that it’s been so long since she’s been able to appreciate the beauty of the mundane. She would pay anything to see things like Fin. He seemed so carefree and content. Maybe if she stuck around long enough, Fin and all his multicolored thoughts would rub off on her. There’s nothing she wanted more than for that to be true.
Knuckles rapped on the glass door behind them. Sora jumped, Fin turned around lazily, as if he didn’t appreciate his thoughts being interrupted. The doors slid open, and Soonyoung stuck his head out.
“Hey guys,” He greeted. “I’m home.”
”Welcome back asshole, no one missed you .” Sora grinned, coming over to hug Soonyoung. Sol put his hands up, gesturing to the half-dry paint on her overalls.
“How about air hugs?” Soonyoung chuckled. “These clothes belong to HBH.”
“How was your weekend?” Fin asked, already cleaning up their painting supplies.
“It was… a weekend.” Soonyoung responded vaguely, exhaustion etched into his words. Sora pursed her lips. She wanted to ask more questions, but she knew Soonyoung. Getting anything out of him would be like pulling teeth.
“I see you guys kept busy.” Soonyoung nodded his head towards the canvases. Fin nodded, scooping up Sora’s half-dried work.
“Look at what Sora made.” Fin said proudly, as if he was the one who created it. “She’s a natural.”
“Shut up,” Sora rolled her eyes, her cheeks glowing a light pink color, her arm reaching out to swipe the canvas out of Hyunki’s hands.
“Or what?” Fin taunted, pulling the canvas out of Sora’s reach. Sora involuntarily mirrored the playful smirk on Fin’s lips.
Sora leaned down to dip her pointer finger in white paint before launching forward and swiping a streak of white on Fin’s cheek. Fin laughed, turning away and wiping his face.
“Alright, alright, no paint wars please.” Sol intervened. “Sora, are you staying the night?”
Sora shook her head, wiping her finger on her pant leg. “I actually should probably get back to my dorm before Dayna loses it. I didn’t think I’d stay this late.”
“Do you want us to walk you to the train station?” Fin offered sweetly.
Sora shook her head. “I’ll be fine, here,” Sora started to take off the overalls, but Fin waved a hand.
“Keep them for next time.” He said.
“So there’s gonna be a next time?” Sora said cheekily hoping it overpowered the slight nerves the statement created. Butterflies started swarming in her stomach at the idea of seeing Fin again. She cringed at the sensation.
Fin didn’t even think twice before saying a soft “Of course.”
Sol coughed to cover up a laugh. He could see right through her, no doubt.
Fin and Sol walked Sora to the door before saying goodnight. Once the door closed, Sol turned to Fin, a smirk on his lips.
“Please tell me you guys didn’t fuck.” Sol teased.
Hyunki furrowed his eyebrows. “What? No. No way. We were just painting.”
“Uh-huh. So the ‘next time’ comment wasn’t a follow up date invitation?” Sol pressed, the corners of his mouth twitching into a grin.
“No… This wasn’t even a date so how could there be a follow up one ?” Fin looked completely baffled.
Sol’s smile faded as he looked at his friend with a look of mortified awe. “You’re an idiot. An actual fucking idiot.”
