I found new wisdom Enlightenment through knowledge And a new experience
Itâs avoiding how you really feel And facing the feculent splendor of all of your fears Everything you have been running away from Thrown in your face (Forcing you to look)
Voices screaming Every version of myself telling me What a fool I am (Time to die) Telling youâre the blackened truths You have been trying so eagerly to hide Pulse racing Head being filled with a euphoria so intense That your head cannot handle it Body aching and muscles passing The flames of (Heaven? Hell?) Igniting my mind (Fever and sweat)
I felt a light so intense and blinding That I couldnât help but return to the darkness The light of true happiness became too much So I returned to shadows and flames
And I finally understood through the lenses of addictionÂ
