I know you said you had an AU of Quiet still being alive but I’m curious to know if you have ever had the thought of having roles reversed, like instead of Quiet being killed off it was Adamant and Quiet being the one to leave with Hope and Storm.
Oooh, this is interesting premise.
Upon leaving the Grove, I picture Quiet grappling with grief in a different way to Adamant due to not really knowing how to express it. Perhaps because of a combination of Jasper's abuse and losing her littermate, I think she would be riddled with guilt over how she was "too weak" to protect her sister, as she always leaned on Adamant and felt supported by her confidence.
Take that away and all the stability that comes with it, it's not a fun time for anyone. Never mind somebody who is neurodivergent.
Quiet would seek a coping mechanism and I think she'd fall hardcore into the Traveller beliefs as opposed to Adamant who isn't really comforted by them. She would adopt the Traveller name, Breeze, and would try and "find" Adamant in other lions, refusing to accept that she is gone for good. And her arc would be that as comforting as the Traveller beliefs are for her, she would have to come to terms with the fact that the Adamant she knew is gone and she needs to grieve.
I don't fully know how she would deal with the various events that we've covered so far because weirdly I've never thought about this even though it's an interesting thing to think about! Would she be taken in more by Edge's manipulation because his beliefs somewhat align with this coping mechanism? Even if he killed her sister? Or would Storm get through to her? Obviously, we hope for the latter but I feel she would tither between accepting that Adamant is gone and falling for Edge's take on things so she can carry on convincing herself that Adamant isn't "dead" dead essentially.
I'm also mostly basing this line of thought on how I grappled with grief when I lost my mother. I would fall back on fantasies and dreams I had that she "faked her death" and she'd come back one day and yeah, I do picture myself writing Quiet/Breeze going through a similar experience.
I also think there's a lot of give-and-take here when it comes to Adamant vs. Quiet being there, just simply because I think Quiet is more inclined to go with the flow than Adamant is, in terms of like events in the comic, and Adamant is willing to push buttons that Quiet simply would never even think about doing.
Sorry if this seems ramble-y or vague, I just try and imagine poor Quiet/Breeze in Adamant's position and how a lot of things would be so radically different. Especially when it comes to the arc of losing somebody and dealing with that. Or not dealing with it, in a way. oof - RJ