hey guys. i've been online like twice in the past few weeks and it was only for like a minute 💔 this is my bad
i haven't looked at messages or anything im sorry. i just figured id explain my absence a little? im not dead or anything and nothing really bad has happened, i promise!
so like end of july i wasn't doing the best 🥹 one night i thought my mom was gonna go through my phone and i deleted my search history and i basically just haven't looked up tumblr or discord since ❤️🩹 at first i believed it to be a stupid move of my own just abandoning it all bc i was going through like,, some kind of high anxiety episode i have NO idea 😭 and i noticed that part of me felt better without it, so i figured id just go back online when i felt well enough and ready! while that episode or whatever it was has ended, i still don't really feel. comfortable? going back online? nothing happened to make me avoid it, my brain is just being weird a lot right now and i think id feel best and do best without being online right now!
im really sorry for how sudden it was 💔 it was really sudden for me too even if i was the one that did it 😭 me when im impulsive wow what a shock!! sorry but um. summary: haven't been online bc of mental health 🫡 but im working to get better on my own time so i can be with my friends again!! i miss you guys so much i think about you :( im so sorry again