@nbcsvu Season 14- Lessons Learned. At Manor Hill Academy they were teaching more than math , Science and History!!!! Let’s just say I can relate so much !!! When an episode of @nbcsvu is so close too home it’s not funny it literally has a healing affect on me because they are acknowledging the Abuse through acting out the Episode!!! It’s SO common for people that have been abused to not disclose until at least 20/30 years later that in my Generation.... next Wednesday will be Generation #middleagedwoman 🥺😳😫. I’m actually Emotionally have a hard time coming to terms with being #middleagedwoman !!!! Because in my mind and some days my body I’m still 15 years old !! Even though that was literally 25 years ago . I went to Elite Private School All of my life ..... but something did happen when I had just turned 13 years old. It wasn’t rape too me.... he didn’t hurt me . But Legally it was statutory Rape !!!!! I’m not saying what school or what subject .... but he was Truly one of my favourite Teachers who was older than my Dad ... he was 46 years old and my Dad was 43!! . He was a great man who taught me a lot .... Literally I’m talking about and I was his Favourite Student . He use to tell me all the time how Beautiful I was !!!! I never believed him because of everything going on in my life plus I hated myself !!! I never saw it as abuse or negative until o started having dreams about it ... 10 years ago . We only had sex 3 times ..... but I thought it was magic ..... and he treated me like a Adult not a Child because I Truly by then wasn’t a child physically, Chronically I was .... but I do see it now as abuse ... because he charmed me so he could have him way with me . I feel so stupid because by then I knew what ALL Men wanted !!!! #SVU #svu14 #statutoryrape #abuseofpowerandauthority . I don’t hate him or want him charged at all .... and it’s probably way to late anyway!!!!!!!! 💯😭🥺😊🇦🇺🇺🇸 (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzv3NhpHlX3B4km_FIck0mppttBj8ipsEfueQ40/?igshid=1swzug0rqszj
