#abouf

louis is so pretty it isn’t fair

I can't wait till you're done cus I love you but it's just really hard and I know it's hard for you too and hopefully you won't come on tumblr cus you'd feel guilty and I'd regret saying it but jehdjdjfhfjfhvhdjskkfjfkf I just miss you and I kinda hate this rehearsal schedule cus I think 12 hours is a bit ridiculous for one day even if that's only once and 11 each night on three school nights is way too much I mean even 10 was and it makes you always stressed and tired and I hate seeing you like that but somehow despite that you love to do it and while I don't understand that cus I'd drop faster than you can SAY drop it's just your thing and that's great and I support that I just hate when it makes you unhappy and that's been happening a LOT lately and it also is drastically limiting our talk time and causing most of our conversations to be more sad or down than they should be and all I want, seriously all I want is my happy jacey back and djfjvjbfkkdjgnfjskaopd yeah I kind of hope you don't see/read this but if you do please don't feel bad I just dbdhjfjdishfbvhvhsbbsjs