#ableism?

As someone who suffers with illness and chronic pain it's really intresting how much it affects Avid and his motivations.

In the begining of episode six he mentions not wanting to feed as he doesn't want to become more of a vampire, but as soon as he does he starts keeping his hunger at full, he feels good. I can't remeber the last time I felt ok physically maybe never, I've always hurt and maybe thats a blessing compared to knowing what it feels like to not hurt. Avid remebers being fine he has been in pain for years. He has felt his own body and mind turn against him. He has dwelt with the patronizing comments of people saying its not a big deal.

But now he's fine, being a vampires made him not hurt. He no longer has to spend everyday thinking about what he is going to do to deal with it. He no longer has to deal with people trying to fix him and failing.

And if he stops being a vampire it all comes back.

And he feels betrayed he's panicing he thinks he got a person who trusted him killed all his friends are vampires and he's scared.

Everytime he brings up why he did it people tell him its not a good reason. It seems like everyone preffered when he was suffering than when he's not.

To be clear avid is not doing well by any stretch of the imangiation.

But he no long hurts, he no longer has to worry about how much longer he has, or whether or not he's overexgeratting, or how much help can he ask for before he's left behind.

Genuinely, what is this about?

I haven't even talked about anti psychiatry, as far as I'm aware and what are we referring to as "enabling people to worsen their mental health and delusions"? I actually don't know what this is talking about at all.

Also, unless we're mutuals, I'm not your babe. You can call me Mg, you can call me sibling, you can call me Sex Scholar-Hell, you could call me certifiedsexed but I'm not into folks online who I'm not even following calling me babe. Just a note.

Is it just me who dislikes seeing abled people talk about disabilities?

It's treated as some horrific but very distant thing that could never happen to them, and the disabled people themselves are always treated like toddlers or pets. I always see people talking FOR disabled people too. Please don't talk for disabled people if you have no idea what you're talking about or the experiences that change us. Thanks.

We have a video(audio only) posted but it was so long we had to split it up so

Part One

Part Two

Full Screenshots Of The Staff Ticket Questions

^^^ Tickets in this case are used to avoid help channel flooding. I feel if I want to share this content it should be allowed as it is only private for my sake and this should be nothing for staff to want to hide as it honestly should be addressed. It is also describing their response to questions anyone can ask of them!

This is a post to reblog to prevent confusion if others were to reblog the separate videos