#aasia

well, we first go back a hundred years, when my grandfather was in need of someone to carry forth the league, to have someone to be in charge of the league. somewhere during this time, my mother had an affair with erebus, the greek personification of darkness. this has confused me for a while too, mainly since he was a primordial but i did not know off this until a few months ago. 

my mother was pregnant, and seeing this as a perfect chance, my grandfather prayed to the deities. all of them, the primordials, the gods, anyone he could. none answered for a while, but then when my mother was eight months long, one answered.

nyx, the personification and primordial of the night, as well as the wife or erebus, answered. i’m not sure what grandfather offered her, or if it was only because i was, in a way, her child too, but she answered. she promised my grandfather two things: 1. i would have great power when i was born and 2. i would be immortal, not die unless killed my someone who can kill a god. while me being a god wasn’t promised, nyx prophesied that if i was worthy, i would join olympus

she took me under her wing from the moment i opened my eyes. nyx was my patron, she taught me everything when it came to powers. my mother taught me the skills of being an assassin, grandfather how to lead, and nyx how to be great. 

however, you couldn’t stop a teenager. i was quite the party girl, be it only on weekends, but every sunday i would drink with someone, who i didn’t know was dionysus. that’s how i met primrose, the daughter of demeter, as well. 

i was twenty when the final test came to me. this was around eighty three years ago, but the gods tested me. bended me until i broke, and nyx thought i was worthy enough. i had just passed their trials, fought creatures they couldn’t and won, not to mention i was still half primordial. so nyx confronted zues and out of the fear he held for my patron, he made me a god. i stopped ageing.

olympus and i never got along, aside from maybe dionysus, hestia and persephone, none of them really liked me but it didn’t matter because the gods of the darkness did. the smaller ones often over looked by the so called olympians loved me, and for them i would give the world. 

dionysus threw a lot of parties, many of which i attended, where i met andrea, who i thought i was the one for me for seventy years. mother hated andrea’s mom, and my lover, but i was . . . i was so taken by her i gave her my everything. my first love. we stayed together for long years, so many so i’ve lost count, but then because of something she still blames me for, we broke up.

i got reckless. amira was born not long after and then she and aisha became my one goal to protect. prim and i stayed home, helping mama raise those two, i was there for every small achievement until they turned five. until one day, grandfather sent me on a mission. 

what i hadn’t known then was that this mission was to kill me. for my death. so i went, and i died. a dagger in my heart from where he stabbed me and buried me, right next to his beloved.