#aaaaaaaaahhh

Literally me right now:

I now have, drum roll please...

A FULL FIRST DRAFT!!!! 🎉

Sixty-one thousand, seven hundred and sixty-six words. It's horrible, it's full of plot holes, the ending is SO janked, but IT HAS AN ENDING!!! AND A BEGINNING!! AND A MIDDLE!!!! LIKE, OMG, I'VE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE, AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! AND I DID IT BEFORE THE END OF THE YEAR, AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!

So thank you to everyone who's supported me this far, my family and my friends and the group of people that I know were praying for me to get this done before the New Year! It matters so much to me I can't even explain it. Like, I'm totally freaking out and my brain is exploding and I'm also exhausted cuz I wrote like ~4,800 words today (new personal best).

The original goal was 70,000 words or the end, whichever came first. I kinda squeezed the ending in to make it feasible to finish without ruining New Year's Eve typing all day instead of hanging out with people that love me. But it's done. It's a first draft. It's MY first draft, all gorgeously ugly and screwed up so much that future me is totally going to have a fit trying to rewrite this, lol. (She lols now, let's see if she lols in three months)

This is just rambling and I'm tired and I've typed so many words today, holy crap. Idk how to end this, so thank you people for reading this if you read this. Also, don't give up cuz if I can do this, you ABSO-FREAKIN-LUTELY can do this. I'm really not that magic. I'm just too dumb to quit. <3