This may be harsh but I think it does need to be said. You say you're sorry, but that didn't stop you from continuing to associate with the "popular" mean girls until it bit you in the ass or made you look bad. Where's the apologies to the people S7 hurt, like Beanie, Nemie, or Tiramisu? It just seems like your "apology" is a catch-all without really taking responsibility. S7 brigaded mod pages and told people to kill themselves. You stayed by their sides throughout all of it and got mad that your shit-talks got leaked instead of realizing that you were being mean yourself. You were friends with bullies and became one yourself. So I guess the thing is, where's the accountability or the apologies to the people you hurt?
I'm not about to deny that fact. I did make mistakes. I did talk about people when I shouldn't have. Was I told that those same people, besides Nemie, were bad? Yes. Did tiramisu hurt a friend of mine for seemingly no reason? Yes. When asked what she did wrong, did she get an answer? No. Numerous people I was friends with at the time told me about the issues they had with Beanie, so why would I think they were a good person? Nemie I apologised to straight away and am on good terms with now, you can ask her yourself. A lot of us apologised to her straight away we just didn't notify the public because it was between us and her. If it wasn't for the fact that we were told a lie by someone in the group we never would've questioned her situation, and to this day I'm still sorry for that. I've apologised to her numerous times because I've felt shit since it all happened. I hate that it ever happened. I hate that any of it happened. I will state again. From what I knew, no one was friends with these people. But most had been hurt by them in some way shape or form. Was it all true? I don't know. I believed my friends at the time, but with some I learnt everything wasn't the truth, given what was said about me by some of them after. S7 didn't brigade mod pages. Maybe what 2-3 ppl, commented on one mod and I wasn't one of them. Also saying "they told people to kill themselves" is excessive. Was it right in someone's frustration to say in private "they can nose dive off a cliff for all i care" no probably not. but is that wishing death upon someone? no I don't think so. It's a saying more than anything. Again, do I agree it should've been said? No. I didn't even notice it had been said at the time and I'm sure reading that about yourself is awful, also given that all tiramisu did was release a mod it was an unnecessary amount of hate, but wasn't it tiramisu that went on a witch hunt against someone else in the community? I'm not saying they deserve it because they also did something wrong, but again, things were said about people because someone had a bad experience. Again I'm not trying to start drama with anyone, but people were hurt by these people too and it was never sorted. This shit is going to keep happening with all these divided groups. Especially if you can't socialise with one group without getting hate from another because you're talking to the wrong people and that's all sides of this. Saying where's the accountability when you clearly don't know that I have been to several people to apologise and if I haven't been able to reach out personally, then I've asked others to pass along my apology. So unless you are one of the people that were hurt by what was said and would like to come off anon so we can discuss it, then please don't assume I have done nothing just because I didn't post about it publicly. I made mistakes and I'm not proud of how I acted, I have apologised where I can and I have tried to be better. I got too involved and I got swept up in all of it, I have said that from the start. I do still apologise to those hurt by what was said and done, if anyone would like to discuss it further they are welcome to message me, but I am trying.
Edit: I'd just like to add that I haven't been friends with said group since before Christmas, not since this latest drama. I reread and I think the implication with "until it bit you in the ass or made you look bad" is that we stopped being friends when this latest drama happened that's not the case, though I may have read that wrong
