#a.personal

does Mello even have blue eyes (in the manga)

kind of enamored with the nuances of what softness implies. the soft white underbelly? white? soft? is it rotting or fluffy. is it a newborn creature recovering from its birth, drying and breathing in the sun? your childhood dog? a rug at the furniture store? are maggots eating it? is it tooth decay? is it plump and warm? fleshy and warm? to be soft is to be unhurt? or macerated softness otherwise. weak soft? I guess it’s hard to be strong soft but not impossible. soft as the stormcloud on the horizon.

what compels me most about lawlight is the fucked up age gap isms wherein light is a vicious young thing who they may just put on klonopin and L is fucking insane

Matt’s the dog Matt’s the dog Matt’s the dog metaphor in the most everyday pedestrian way. “I don’t have enough agency of my own to do anything else but follow you loyally. You’re the first thing that caught me and I think you’ll be the last. You’re a dog, and I’m your man. You’re an angel; I’m a dog.” How clichecore of them. How unoriginal. Sorry you got put down like a rabid dog with your hands up Matt. Someone who needs a follower but doesn’t always have a use for them. Choking like a dog on a collar! Matt is boredom matt is a house pet. Mello has the agency and the big goals and the Big Sauer and Matt needs his naps his Lexapro his Salems. Someone is going to die tomorrow and I didn’t think it would be you, the dog. But where would you go otherwise? The train station forever? Home? We both know

im starting to read meronia oneshots bc ive broken my Rule & why have i emulated half of the tropes that already exist without, like. reading them first. is the Meronia canon just so tight, so universal, the vision so strong and certain motifs and tropes so dominant that it's just That Way.

Miyano Mamoru voice acting got everyone sympathizing with the Devil