#@jealous

No please No!

I don't know how people do it, but I want to be able to write a story and make it beautiful. Make it so someone would want to read it. I read a lot so you would think this sort of thing would come easy for me, but it doesn't. I've tried to write something beautiful with a lot of description that really brings you into a story but it didn't work. I end up deleting it because I am not satisfied. I believe these people just have a talent for it. They may be right brain dominant and may just write with their left hand. Damn them, I'm right handed and ordinary just like 90% of the world who is left brain dominant. I cheer and envy the people who can do this. It's a beautiful gift to be able to write your feelings or ideas out and make it beautiful and interesting for someone to read. But for now, I will just continue to read their beautiful gifts and envy their talents.