#911 spec

let's be real, do I want Eddie Diaz, the character, to have to kill someone? no, because that would be psychologically damaging for him and he's been through a lot. Do I want to watch Eddie Diaz burst into a cellar to find Buck, bruised and bloody and tied to a post, and beat the shit out of the kidnapper and be about to kill him when Buck says "Eddie" in a weak little voice, and then go touch Buck's face very tenderly and have to face the intensity of his feelings and how he almost killed someone for Buck? yes, very very very much.

need a buddie almost kiss in 8x18 that leads to a conversation in 9x01 with buck talking to maddie and eddie talking to henren. and the conversation is going back and forth between the two scenes like “i mean, he just—eddie almost—“ “kissed me! and i don’t know what to do about it you know because i didn’t even know—“ “he liked men. much less me, and i didn’t even know i—“ “like him. so much y’know? i feel like i’m a kid with a crush again, i feel like—“ “i’m losing my MIND, maddie. because we almost kissed MONTHS ago and—“ “nothing’s changed, karen, that’s the weird part. it’s like neither of us—“ “know how to admit that it happened. and he’s driving me crazy. i—“ “think he could be it for me, you know? i—“ “think this could be it for me, mads. and it—“ “scares the shit out of me.” do you guys see the vision. and then before they can talk to each other the emergency happens :D

when the dust has settled at the end of episode thirteen, maddie and chimney come to pick them up from the middle of nowhere. and whilst maddie is fussing over buck, chimney sidles over to eddie and asks how he's doing and eddie's like "i'm a little sore but i'm okay" and chimney says "good to know, but not what i meant" and eddie shoots him a quizzical little look and chimney's eyes drift to maddie pressing a kiss to buck's birthmark and he says "i know what's it like to be trapped in a hospital bed not knowing if my buckley is alive or dead" and eddie looks over at buck who was the first thing he asked about upon waking up and he thinks oh.

was plagued by visions in the shower of buck trying to rouse an unconscious eddie right after the crash. and at first he’s panicked because eddie’s not waking up and his pulse is really weak and he’s begging him to open his eyes, and he can reach him but he can’t check for injuries or get him out, and his phone is nowhere to be found. and then he hears footsteps stalking towards them and he just knows in his gut that it’s the killer, and also the guy literally drove them off the road, and he can’t protect eddie if he can’t get him out of the car, and he can’t get them out of the car if eddie won’t wake up. and so he’s begging and crying and struggling to move him while the footsteps get closer. and then there’s a hand on his ankle and the killer starts to pull buck out, and he screams at him to just leave eddie alone, just call someone to help him and he’ll do anything he wants, and the killer is like, “he’s already dead.” and that’s the last thing buck hears before he’s knocked unconscious himself. and his first thought when he wakes up in the basement is that eddie is dead and it’s his fault

yeah, yeah, eddietheo opening emergency would be great, but i think buck, eddie, chris, and theo should all be out together when an emergency happens. maybe eddie is taking theo to the bathroom, and they get separated from buck and chris. we would get eddie taking care of theo while trying to get them out of the situation, and buck and chris working together as they looked for eddie and theo