*21st DECEMBER*
I was away,
While I should have been right next to you.
Holding your hand,
Just like I always imagined.
Tears need time,
To understand the pain my heart weights.
So I let them flow,
Proving others I’m fragile.
This day a part of my heart was ripped out of me,
So suddenly and brutally. Â
And I know there’s no chance to fill this hollow spot,
No matter how hard I try.
I know you’re lucky,
No pain bothers you, all your pieces look so calm.
You fell in the longest sleep,
I just can’t wait to see waking up.
Life is a funny thing,
Like a mist disappears too fast.
A candle in the wind,
Destined to burned out.
This day a part of me died.


















