#12x11

it's too bad cas wasn't in that episode i would have loved to see how dean would react to meeting him with his memory loss(and how cas would've handled that dean)

thinking about 12x11. could you imagine waking up and not knowing who you are? and then remembering the terrible shit that's happened to you? all the drugs, alcohol, abuse, trauma, coming back like a punch in the gut. and then remembering that you're forgetting. that this same thing has happened already. multiple times. and then you remember that it will happen again; unless they find a way to save you.