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Whenever you feel that you are born to be alone, or that love was never made for you. Just think about this thought. "Every person has a match made in heaven, before you know it, it was already written in the stars." It might sound cliche, but it is what it is. That someday all the love you gave that was wasted by the people you loved, will get back to you and will doubled by the person who's meant for you. For now, okay love the person who will never love you back. Let your heart shattered into pieces, let your tears flow down on your face, feel all the pain you want to feel. Be broken and lost. Because all that experiences will give you lessons you need to know, and will also contribute to your self improvement. Make sure that after you go through all these brokenness, you will leave your old self and become the new you who is more brave and wiser. And you'll see that when you enjoy being alone, someone will come along that will make you believe, that two is better than one.

It is not easy to be an adult. Because you have to deal with a lot of emotional difficulties, a lot of self improvement and a stable set of peace of mind. As time passes by, you discover yourself more and realized that you haven't known yourself a long time. You just know a glimpse of yourself, and unfolds it little by little on every obstacles that you faced and conquer.

My one regret was that I didn’t meet you sooner. As soon as I met you, I knew you were special. You were the kind of person I knew that would change my life for the good. It’s as if you were the girl I’ve been longing for all these years. But now you’re gone, and I don’t know when I’ll ever see you again. But one thing’s for sure is that, regardless of how many people that tell me it’s a bad idea, I will wait for you no matter what. I’m doing this because in the back of my mind, I know that at the end of the day, something good will come out of this. And once I have my heart set on something, I won’t give up on it. I’ve never been one to say goodbye, because that implies that I’ll never see you again. Instead, I’ll just say, see you later.