Jul 18
I want someone to actually stay and love me, I feel like I'm left out in some way? I don't feel like I have nobody to talk to.
I always feel, alone. I know there are people who love me. But, it doesn't feel like that at all, they are there for me on rare occasions but never here for me? But then I feel grossly selfish and ungrateful for asking that. I know they have lifes, busy with work, and other friends.
But, I'm just never part of their lifes.
Never included. Maybe, I'm lying to myself and just being paranoid
