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Better Late Than Never

Summary: Clarke and Bellamy are just friends that hang out after work sometimes, but that changes after Clarke saves him from an uncomfortable situation at a bar.

Ok… this one. Unfortunately, it’s not one of my favorites. I say unfortunately because I still like the idea behind the story, but my execution was not great. Choppy sentences and details through the whole thing. Also, I am absolutely awful at sex scenes.

I have no problem with reading smut, but writing it is a different story. I was cringing basically the whole time reading this fic. Maybe it’s not as bad as I think, or maybe it’s just because it’s my own writing. I don’t know.

I think if I would rewrite this story today, it could be much better. Probably not the sex, but that’s because I don’t ever write it. I was actually astonished to see it as my fic with the 5th most hits on ao3.

Thank you! So number 14 is

I Deja Love You

Summary: Clarke's heart was broken two months ago by her ex-boyfriend, Finn, and has been living in a small depressive state ever since. Living with Octavia and Raven, all she does is work and watch Netflix. When Clarke finds herself reliving the same day over and over again, she has to figure out how to get out of the time loop before she goes completely insane.

I’m not going to lie to you, I had to reread this one because for some reason in the back of my mind I remember it not being one of my favorites. Also, I wrote it 4 years ago, so I needed a refresher. That said, it surprised me how much I enjoyed it!

It wasn’t terribly written and it was actually kind of funny. I definitely had some mistakes, one of the biggest being that at one point Bellamy and Clarke walk out of her office building, and then in the middle of their dialogue they are magically in a car…

(Also, I give myself a big L for the title, as per usual)

 1. How many bruises on you right now?I have one on my bum, and my knee. 2. You talked to an ex today, correct?I saw my ex today lol 3. Have you stayed in a hospital?Yes I have multiple times for all my health issues! 4. Is trust a big issue for you?I have horrible trust issues, and I will have them until I meet a person who is just ultimately good, and I believe in them with all of my heart. 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?I like everyone ;P 6. What are you excited for?I’m so excited for Thursday night with Rachel I’m getting ratchet ;) 7. What happened tonight?I smoked way too much and ate a pint of Coffee Heath Ben and Jerry’s :3 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?Nah as long as the girl is safe, good for her. Party on girl. 9. Is confidence cute?Yeah it’s sexy, love yourself first. 10. What is the last beverage you had?Water, I’m parched. 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?Only really one person I trust the most and that’s Chris :P 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?I own too many pairs of skinny jeans 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?I’m not sure yet it’s only Sunday, I hope it’s something fun though 14. What are you going to spend money on next?Hopefully Keeley on Wednesday <3 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?Naaaaah buddy. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?Yeah I’m gonna get skinny! 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?Keeley 18. The last time you felt broken?All day, everyday. 19. Have you had a soft drink today?Yes I had a can of orange today 20. Are you starting to realize anything?I’ve realized life’s too short to waste time being sad over people you lose, instead move forward, love and be loved. 21. Are you in a good mood?I’m just sexually frustrated. 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?Absolutely, I would swim with sharks in a heartbeat. 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?Yeah dark chocolate brown! 24. What do you want right this second?Sex 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?More, please. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?Nope! It’s dark brown with a reddish ombré. Naturally it’s light brown.