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and like it was just such a crazy experience? totally different from my first one.

i went ALONE which was scary but i’m so glad i did. i spoke up about some tweaks to the stencil i wanted to make instead of being too scared (which is another big deal for me).

then once the artist started, i just listened to music and zoned out. it was honestly probably the most relaxed i have been in a long time which is so weird. i didn’t watch and just trusted him to make it beautiful and he totally did.

idk something about going alone made it more relaxing and more personal to me. like i’ve been excited to show people, but i’ve also held back posting on social media too much about it because...idk. it’s mine, and i don’t have to share everything with everyone. i’m allowed to have stuff that’s just mine.