#011918

all i can think about are your nose, your hands, all that is you. your eyes are like black ink against stark white pages- i get pulled in every time.

my ears are aching but my eyes are dry. maybe i’ve finally reached acceptance but somehow i know that thinking of you is what’s keeping me sane. “

Watching the sun permeate through the horizon at the crack of dawn on the comforts of your rooftop was something you truly enjoyed. But you enjoyed it even more when you leaned back and felt the sturdy build of muscle and pure warmth enveloping you in a loving hug. 

‘‘Are you sure this is okay?’‘ You whispered, afraid your voice would disturb the tranquil morning. ‘‘Y/n, it’s barely 6 am. Taehyung is asleep and he will be until noon. You already know about his terrible sleeping habits.’‘ His husky voice vibrated against your temple making you shiver. ‘‘I just don’t want him to assume anything.’‘ You watched a flock of birds float across the barely visible clouds. He chuckled and pulled you closer to his chest. ‘‘It’s not like we’re doing anything bad y/n.’‘ You tilted your head back to catch the caramel glow lighting in his eyes. He sleepily smiled at you and pressed a soft kiss against your cheek before whispering out a quick ‘’What?’‘ You shook your head and sank back into the comforts of his arms. ‘‘You know I’m really going to miss this. I’m really going to miss you.’‘ He nuzzled his nose into the crook of your neck. You sighed and squeezed his arm around your waist. ‘‘It’s going to fly by soon and before you know it, we’ll be with each other again.’‘ You said, trying your best to sound convincing even though the weight was hanging heavily over your head. 

‘‘Y/n, 6 months is a long time.’‘ He whispered. ‘‘And that’s 6 months for us to become stronger than ever before.’‘ You replied back. Unwrapping his grip around your frame, you turned your body until you were facing him, knees touching and faces close. You reached over and stroked his black locks flying freely in the morning breeze. He gently grabbed your hand and laced your fingers together, pressing a soft kiss against the back of your hand before meeting your glowing eyes again. ‘‘I don’t get how you do it y/n, you’re probably going to handle this way way better than I am.’‘ He said. You smiled. ‘‘I think I’m handling it better than you right now as well.’‘ He let out an adoring laugh and nodded. ‘‘You’re not wrong about that.’‘ You sighed. ‘‘We can do this Jimin and plus, we will still be able to meet up occasionally when you aren’t too busy with practice.’’  He gave your hand a small squeeze. “You mean you’re going to spend your entire paycheck on a plane ticket just to fly down to me for not even a full day?”