Jan 26
your awful heart to song
#............. !!!!!#!!!!!!!!!!!!!#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#:'') ahhwh.....#wow... i kinda.. don't have the words#to like. even begin to describe really anything surrounding this. its just this giant tangled knot thats lived in my chest for years#that ive finally found the courage to untangle. or something like that#to everyone who's seen this song grow from its very inception (nearly 7 years ago!!! can you believe that!!!)#i just.. want to say. my heart cant even come close to holding all the gratitude i have for everyone who's passed along even the smallest#compliment. every single word means so much to me#i have sooo much more i could say about this song & the entire like. odyssey surrounding it but i think i'll save that for a journal post#i kind of dont know what to say right now other than. thank you#thank you thank you thank you thank you#from the bottom of my heart#i look at where i was when i first made this song and where i am now#and its just this gigantic space#i don't know how to begin to describe it#i think.. idk. idk! idk.#i'm just... really really happy. i've remade this song so many times#& each time it never felt like i did it justice#but this feels right. this feels like it was supposed to happen this way#girl what am i saying IDK!#smiles. my song#i love you all#thank you for taking care of my music#la la la. you know how the tune goes. before i ignore it & let it die out#la la la#eulogy
