chapter 58: it's not the devil at your door Warnings: violence
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[a/n: sorry for the very long wait. Life got in the way. Thank you so much for your patience. I hope you're enjoying the new chapterđ]
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âJohn, with all due respect, I donât think you have any idea what youâre dealing with.â
âIâm dealing with two traumatized teenagers, Noshiko.â
Stiles watches the spot on the ley line where his father most likely stands, watches as Jordan puts his head in his hands. The conversation mustâve been going on for longer than heâs awake. Theyâre all exhausted, Stiles can hear it in their voices.
âI think,â Brett pipes up from where he sits on the kitchen counter, âyouâre underestimating Sheriff Stilinski.â
Noshiko makes a small impatient noise. âI think your personal feelings are clouding your judgement.â
âFunny, I could say the same about you.â
âBrett.â Satomiâs voice is calm, but it does have the desired effect of shutting her second in command up. Still, there is anger vibrating through the ley line connected to Brett. Itâs not surprising. Although Satomi has always seemingly maintained a neutral balance. This time, however, it feels as if sheâs choosing a side â a side Brett does clearly not agree with.
Stiles canât blame him. Heâs not agreeing with Noshiko either, but thatâs nothing new. They havenât really agreed on anything for most of the time. Well, aside from killing him in case heâs going to become a hazard for the people around him. That has been the case only a couple of days ago. Now, however, things are different again. Plus, killing him always comes with the price of killing every single chimera still alive and kicking.
Jordan leans back in his chair. âLocking him up in the Hale Vault is only going to re-traumatise him.â He curls his hands around something. A mug, perhaps, or a glass. If Jordan were alone, it mightâve been a glass of whiskey but with Stilesâ dad, Satomi, and Noshiko around, itâs probably some sort of calming tea.
Stiles wonders if he wishes for something stronger. He certainly would.
Noshiko doesnât sound happy with that, âif we donât, we put the whole town at risk.â
âYou make it sound like Stiles is some sort of monster,â Brett remarks icily.
âHe killed-â
âEnough!â His dad slams his hands on the table. The sound startles Stiles enough to pull away from the ley lines accidentally, returning to the quiet of his bedroom with his heart hammering as if heâs run a marathon â not because heâs scared or surprised. Noshiko has proven more than once that sheâs absolutely willing to kill him if the need arises, or perhaps as a precaution. While he wouldâve agreed with her a while ago, now, the thought of it only makes him want to rip her head off.
Maybe thatâs proof enough of her being right.
âYou know, itâs rude to eavesdrop.â
Stiles nearly jumps out of his skin. He whips around, spotting Isaac sitting on a mattress on the floor next to his bed. Heâs wrapped in a blanket, wearing a sheepish grin. Stiles stares at him, speechless for a while then he settles back into his pillow. The movement jostled his wound, and he grinds his teeth. With a soft sigh, he closes his eyes, trying to ignore the pain. It feels as if someone set his whole upper body on fire.
Next to him, Isaac shuffles under his covers. âIâm angry too.â Again, heâs silent, and the night grows heavy around them. âSheâs got no idea what you had to do down there.â
A tight first curls around his heart. No. She doesnât know. Not everything, that is. But neither does Isaac. Nobody knows the full story of what happened in Eichen Houseâs basement. Isaac is aware of most of it, but heâs got no clue about the worst part of the story.
Without replying, Stiles pulls his covers up to his chin, fighting the urge to roll onto his side and hide away from the world for a little while longer. Heâs not ready to face it yet, or anyone in it.
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Tracy screeches as she steps on a broken flashlight in the darkness and loses her footing.
âQuiet,â Theo snaps. Thereâs an edge to his voice. Itâs not quite fear yet, but heâs certainly worried.
Once Stiles is done with Tracy, heâll deal with Theo. Mates or not, nobody will take away his food ever again. Some lessons clearly need to be taught as early as possible so shit like this will never happen again.
Stiles turns his head to the right. Even if Tracy were as quiet as a statue, he wouldnât have any issue finding her in complete darkness. The scent of her sheer panic acts like a neon sign.
âQuiet!â Theo orders again, and his voice carries through the dark hallway. âStiles, stop it.â Red eyes flash in the darkness, darting back and forth as if looking for him. They pass right over him, but his aura doesnât give him away like it would Kira or perhaps even Noshiko and other foxes. The night is his kingdom. It bends to his will.
Tracy shrieks then hits the ground hard. She makes it almost too easy.
âMiecio!â Theoâs voice is calm, but his scent is spiked with fear now. Is he afraid of him, or what he might do? âYou wanna be pissed at someone, be pissed at me. I killed Deaton, remember? She didnât do anything.â
Stiles whips his head around and stares at the vague shape of his boyfriend, his mate. Itâs getting easier to see him by the second. He can almost make out his features now. Under normal circumstances, Theo wouldnât have any issue finding him. But now, Stiles doesnât want to be found. By anybody. He narrows his eyes, following Theo as he moves to the left as quietly as possible. Away from him. Towards Tracy. He grinds his teeth. âDonât tell me youâre protecting her.â
Theoâs red eyes snap towards him, and he stops moving. Itâs hard to tell if he sees him or merely fixes on a spot in the dark, he assumes to be Stiles. âIâm protecting you.â
âFrom her?â Stiles scoffs. âDonât insult me.â
âIâm protecting you from yourself.â Theo takes a step forward. Judging by the groan of pain, he hit one of the orderlies instead of the ground. It doesnât deter him from moving, much less talking. âI know youâre angry, but-â
Stiles shoots his hand out, curling his fingers around Coreyâs throat. âDo you consider me stupid, Theodore?â He tightens his grip, digging his fingertips into the soft skin without looking away from Theo. It would be easy, so very easy. But Corey is innocent in all this. Heâs merely following orders. With a sigh, he lets go of the kid. âIâm awfully sorry about this,â he says, and, for what itâs worth, he actually means it, before shoving his hand against Coreyâs chest.
A surge of energy rushes through Stilesâ body and hits Corey square in the chest. It sends him flying and crashing straight into Theo.
Stiles chuckles. âNow,â he whispers, finally stepping out of the doorway. âOh, Tracy.â If only he could hear her heartbeat now. He can only imagine it would match the panic filling all his senses. âCome out, come out, wherever you are.â As if she could hide from him. Nobody can. Not in here. However, there is nothing quite as sweet as the taste of hope ripped away.
âTracy~â he sings. He raises his brows. He can see her now, crouching next to one of the guards, a hand pressed over her mouth. Sheâs holding out her right hand, claws dripping with venom, probably hoping Stiles is stupid enough to run into her.
Stiles stops on the other side of the body. âBoo,â he whispers and kicks her in the face.
She screams out in pains as she sprawls on the floor.
Could he have used magic? Yes. But this is so much more satisfying.
âTheo, please. Help!â
Stiles sets his jaw. Without hesitation, he grabs her by the hair and slams her into the wall. âIâm done with this.â Done with her dragging Theo into her business. Done with her acting like Theo cares about her. She isnât even supposed to be here. She was supposed to rot. âJust because he got you out doesnât mean youâre going to stay.â He leans closer and places his mouth right next to her ear. âIâm going to get rid of you one way or another.â But not quite yet, first, he is going to have a fun time with teaching her a lesson. Everything wouldâve been so much easier for her if she finally realised that Theo isnât hers to touch.
Something shifts in the darkness, striding closer by the second. Flames lick around the corner and illuminate Theo, staring at him, and Corey, both hands pressed against the wall but now frozen like a deer in headlights.
âWelcome to the party.â That certainly makes everything a lot easier. Smirking, he slams Tracyâs head against the wall and lets go of her, not bothering to wait until sheâs crumpled to the ground, whimpering softly. Instead, he returns to his spot by the door, watching in amusement as Corey shuffles towards Theo again. Keeping his distance isnât the worst idea. There will be a point when even following orders isnât an excuse for getting to Isaac any longer, and Stiles really doesnât want to hurt Corey.
Theo reaches out for him and puts a hand on his shoulder. âJordan,â he calls just as the hellhound rounds the corner, âwe need your help.â Itâs not hard to imagine how much this admission mustâve hurt his ego.
Try as he might, Stiles cannot suppress a bark of laughter. Does Theo truly believe Jordan would follow his orders?
âStiles,â Jordan breathes, almost surprised to see him unharmed and alive. Perhaps not an unusual reaction after being gone for so long.
âJay,â Stiles replies with a small nod, âCerberus.â Itâs fascinating to see how Jordanâs face morphs into a nearly expressionless mask. If not for Isaac, Stiles would feel bad for using him like this. However, it isnât about revenge, itâs about a rescue, and Cerberus is the only person Stiles trusts to get Isaac out of here. Jordan would understand. He will understand. âBring Isaac to safety. Just you. Nobody touches. Nobody stops you.â
Theo shakes his head. âJordanâŚâ But he is smarter than to step into a hellhoundâs path. All he can do is watch. He clenches his jaw, narrowing his eyes as heâs reduced to stand by, unable to do anything else. As great as Tracyâs panic may be, there is something about Theoâs anger, thatâs so much more tempting, something Stiles just canât stay away from â and he refuses to allow anyone to come in-between them.
Gently, Jordan lifts Isaac into his arms. The werewolf makes a soft pained noise, but he is safe with Jordan â most likely a lot safer than he would be with Stiles. He could leave with him, just walk out of here, and end this nightmare once and for all.
His gaze snaps to Deaton. Itâs over.
Itâs over.
Stiles curls his hands into fists.
But heâs not done. Not yet anyway.
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âHey.â Someone shakes his shoulder.
Stiles startles awake, fist aiming blindly in the direction of the sound.
Luckily, Jordan has quick reflexes. He catches his wrist before his knuckles had the chance to connect with his nose. âNice aim.â Jordan cocks a brow, studying his face for a few moments before his expression softens and something akin to regret sneaks into his features. He probably shouldâve known better than to wake Stiles up like this.
Drawing his brows together, Stiles slumps into the pillows. He is still exhausted, but thatâs not whatâs keeping him glued to his mattress. Itâs the past and the memories. The reality of what happened and what he did. Itâs the blood on his hands. Itâs the crushing realisation of having gone to far.
Itâs also the fucking pain in his chest.
âJosh is here.â Jordan places his hand on the blanket next to Stilesâ arm. âHe wants to know if you want to join them.â
Pressing his lips together, Stiles pushes himself into a sitting position although heâd rather burrow deeper into his blanket and hide from everyone and everything forever. He winces at another zap of sharp pain cuts through his chest and back. Stiles notices the twitch of Jordanâs hands, but he seems to know better than to baby him. Turns out having one silver eyes makes for a good death glare.
Stiles clears his throat. âTheo?â
Jordan avoids his eyes.
Stiles drops his gaze to his hands then shakes his head.
Bed sheets rustle as Isaac props himself up. As much as Stiles would prefer to be alone at the moment, Isaacâs presence keeps the panic at bay. His dad joked about the co-dependency, but it was a half-hearted attempt at lightening the mood after he found out Isaac moved into Stilesâ bedroom. The days arenât even the issue. Itâs when the nightmares creep in.
Jordan runs a hand through his hair. âYou canât hide forever.â
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âCome on, Stiles!â Theoâs frustration is palpable. âYou canât hide forever!â
Oh, but he can. Especially down here where itâs pitch black. Watching Theo getting more and more angry is like getting an early Christmas present. Stiles doesnât want to miss it for the world. In fact, heâd like to make it worse. He wants him to explode, to taste all that pent-up rage his mate has been holding on to forever.
âStiles, please.â
âBegging, really?â Stiles laughs softly, watching as Tracy and Corey work their way along the walls, probably to get behind him. Itâs not a stupid idea to surround him, but in the end, Stiles can see them while they still have no clue where he is. With Cerberusâ fire gone, theyâre back in complete darkness. âCome on, Misu, youâre an alpha now. Begging should be beneath you.â
As expected, Theoâs anger spikes briefly. His short fuse if truly a gift. âAnd youâre a nogitsune now, everyone is afraid of you.â His tone shifts. The storm of anger turns to a cool breeze. Itâs nothing more than a façade. âYet youâre hiding.â
âIâm not hiding.â Stiles moves to stand right in front of Theo, brushing his fingers lightly over Theoâs cheek. The simple touch makes him dizzy with want. A soft gasp falls from Theoâs lips. How long have they not touched each other? How long has he been down here? âIâm playing,â he adds in a low voice.
Before he has the chance to get a hold of him, Stiles puts distance between them. Heâ s not stupid enough to risk being caught. Real kitsune or not, once Theoâs got him, it would be game over, and heâs not quite ready to end it.
Not until heâs done with Tracy.
Stiles watches her shuffle further down the wall and draws his brows together. It doesnât seem like theyâre trying to surround him.
âYou play with your food?â Theo asks, his voice mocking, almost cruel â itâs the same heâs used on Scott whenever they interacted lately. âI thought your mother taught you better than that.â
Stiles whips around. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â
Rage licks at his insides. Stiles curls his hands into tight fists. Nobody is putting his mother into a bad light, not even Theo.
Before he can move, however, the lights come back on. A soft curse falls from his lips, and he shields his eyes. For a moment, it disorients him badly. Blood rushes in his ears.
His muscles ache.
Heâs starving.
Badly.
âTracy, no!â Theo yells.
Without the warning, Stiles wouldâve been caught blindsided. This, however, allows him to sidestep her attack. Still, the claws miss him only narrowly, and he nearly falls on his ass. He rights himself the second Tracy attacks him again. Thereâs blood smeared under her nose and cheek. Her nose doesnât look quite right either. Her fangs bared in anger. Good thing that anger makes her just a stupid as it does everyone else, so he manages to catch both her wrists easily.
She snarls, trying to free herself.
As luck would have it, strength-wise theyâre pretty evenly matched. Itâs alphas that will forever be the bane of his existence. Not only can they kill him with a single bite, they also overpower him as if heâs nothing more than an ordinary creature.
Which he most certainly is not.
Grinding his teeth, he kicks Tracy in the stomach. Heâs done playing with her. This fucking kanima needs to get lost.
Now.
As she folds in on herself, Stiles lets go of her arms and grabs her head instead.
âNo!â Coreyâs voice echoes in the hallway.
Footsteps approach rapidly from his left, but it doesnât matter. Stiles snaps her neck. Hardly anything could be more satisfying. Too bad sheâs going to heal from that. Too bad sheâll wake up and continue to be a fucking menace in his life. Maybe he should end it right now. That would spare him a lot of problems in the future.
Theo crashes into him, and itâs like being hit by a wrecking ball. They hit the ground hard. Stiles grinds his teeth together, trying to keep the grunt of pain safely tugged away. Instead, he wedges his arm free and elbows Theo in the face. The impact sends another wave of pain through his arm. The shock, however, startles Theo long enough that Stiles manages to get out from underneath him before heâs able to pin him down.
With narrowed eyes, Theo spits blood on the ground and gets to his feet.
Behind him, Corey disappears into thin air, Tracy slung over her shoulder.
Stiles fixes his boyfriend with a glare. âYouâre still protecting her?â How could he? After what she did? Not to him, but to Theo. She nearly got him killed. Her jealousy almost ended the life of the one person she claimed to love.
âI donât care about what happens to her.â And yet, Theo is shifting into the middle of the hallway, making his intentions absolutely clear. There is no getting past him. Heâs helping her get away. âI care about you.â Yet he curls his hands into fists and narrows his eyes. Heâs ready to stop him if push comes to shove. An unstoppable force. âAnd that you can still look at yourself once youâre out of here.â
âHow nice of you.â Stiles cocks his head to the side. How far would Theo really go to stop him, is the real question. There was a time when he wouldâve hurt him. Not too long ago, Theo was more than willing to use violence to get his way. Things are different now, but how different is Theo when someone defies him for too long?
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âSorry,â his dad whispers, pulling his hands away. âIâm sorry.â
Stiles glances at him in the mirror then back at his chest. The wound is still red and aggressive. Heâs still bleeding whenever heâs moving too much, or his bandages are changed. âItâs fine.â Jordan didnât have any more luck yesterday either. The bandages stick to his skin, tugging on the scabs. Heâd prefer if nobody touched it, but with how aggressively red his skin already is, he also doesnât want to risk an infection. Not with how slowly heâs healing at the moment.
Slow enough, in fact, that people are questioning his intentions. He is trying to heal himself.
But getting run through with the sword of a thunder kitsune is nothing to shake off that easily.
Carefully, he pokes one of the scabs and winces. Yeah, thereâs no shot heâll risk an infection.
âShould we call someone?â his dad inquires with furrowed brows.
The things Stiles would give to see his dad relax. But until heâs fully healed, and the Dread Doctors are dealt with, thereâs not exactly much he can do to help that. âWho, Deaton?â his tone is mocking, bit his dadâs glare shuts him up quickly. Although his father understands that Stiles and Theo had to do what was necessary, heâs still the sheriff of this town. âI donât think so. Iâm healing just a little slower than usual.â And thatâs more annoying than something to worry about.
His father sighs. âI donât know anything about this.â As it is, he isnât the only one. Stiles is pretty sure nobody here knows what the hell is going on either â and the only people who might have an inkling are either wanting to kill him or dead. Thatâs not exactly comforting.
Thereâs also Morrell, but the last time they ran into each other, she wanted to kill him. So, he doesnât exactly trust her either.
When his dad holds up the bandage, Stiles raises his arms compliantly. He just wants to go back to bed and sleep, or at the very least rest his eyes.
âYou should stay home for the rest of the week,â his dad muses as he carefully wraps the bandage around Stilesâ chest. Only someone attuned to the supernatural world would suggest that resting for a week is enough to deal with a wound like this. A few months ago, Stiles wouldâve easily died like a normal person after someone drove their whole fucking katana through his chest.
Now, heâs merely sleeping it off.
âYou know,â Stiles says in a soft voice, âI do have enough credits to graduate early.â Attending summer school to be a good friend to Scott helped wit that.
His dad purses his lips. âNo.â That doesnât come as a surprise. His health and education are two things heâs never not extremely serious about.
âI canât go to college anyway.â They donât even know if heâs able to leave the nemetonâs territory at all, but theyâre pretty sure he wonât be able to stay away for as long as any college would require him to. Once his grandparents are too old to travel, Stiles is never going to see them again.
His dad pulls the bandage tighter almost passive-aggressively. âWhat happened-â
âDad, Iâm a walking and talking time-bomb.â Stiles locks eyes with him in the mirror, and he knows heâs won the argument before it really began. âIâm a nogitsune now. I need to get a handle on this, or Iâll accidentally turn my school into a warzone because Iâm in a bad mood. I canât go back and play lacrosse like nothingâs changed. I canât be that irresponsible.â And he most certainly wonât be. He was flying off the handle bad enough that he- Stiles shakes his head. Best not to think about that. Besides, there is still the issue with the Dread Doctors. If they havenât gotten what they came for, thereâs always the possibility theyâll come back for him again. A school full of students didnât stop them before, and itâs not going to stop them now.
âI just want you to have a normal life.â He secures the bandage and drop his hands.
Stiles hates seeing him like that. He hates that his father has always tried his best to keep Stilesâ life as normal as humanly possible. Ever since his mother passed away. It has never been normal, but they found their new normal. Theyâll be able to do that again. âI could start working for you,â Stiles offers with a small grin. Heâs wanted to become an FBI agent, but with the trajectory his life is going, becoming a deputy might be the next best thing.
His dad offers him a small smile in return. âWeâll figure something out, kiddo.â
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âLetâs figure this out, okay?â Theoâs new reasonable side is seriously starting to piss him off. He is burning with anger, and yet heâs just standing there. Again. Trying to defuse the situation.
Stiles wants to rip his head off. Instead, he moves his fingers in a beckoning gesture, and the four broken flashlights raise into the air, lifted by the few shadows Stiles has access to. âOh yeah?â Heâs not interested in talking this out. Heâs interested in getting rid of Tracy for good. Sighing deeply, he points at a flashlight. Without a second of hesitation, it shoots directly at Theoâs face.
His eyes narrow as he swats it away like an annoying housefly. âStop it.â
But Stiles doesnât. âOr what?â he asks as the next flashlight rushes towards Theo.
Again, he slaps it away. âI said, stop.â
Stiles grins and hurls the next one at him. âAnd I said, or what?â Thereâs got to be a way to push Theo over the edge. He needs him to move out of his way before Corey gets too far away. He might be able to deal with Theo by himself as long as Theo wonât be able to grab him, but thereâs no way in hell he can deal with the whole rescue squad.
Not right now, that is.
Not when heâs weak.
Theo bares his teeth in a snarl. âStiles, stop.â
âMake me,â Stiles taunts before sending the last flashlight in his direction.
Finally, Theo breaks into a run, his anger boiling over, becoming stronger than his logic. Because he knows what heâs doing is stupid. Heâs got to know; Stiles is having the upper hand the very moment heâs giving him an opening.
Stiles can see the realization on his face the moment heâs twisting away and out of reach. He doesnât wait around to bask in Theoâs frustration. Instead, he breaks into a run. He doesnât know where all his friends are, but he can pinpoint the ones heâs worried about the most â Theo, behind him in the hallway, running but not gaining on him. Brett, standing guard by the showers, the easiest way in and out, and then thereâs Peter, waiting in the tunnels.
Corey hasnât reached Brett yet, but Stiles is running out of time.
Heâs doubling his efforts, rushing past mostly paralyzed guards. The chimeras didnât even try to be sneaky on their way in. That makes it a lot easier to catch up, and thanks to Jordan burning every line of mountain ash he came across, nothing else is stopping him. Nothing at all.
As he runs, Stiles breaks every light he can find. The hallway plunges into darkness, reinvigorating him with every step he takes.
Somewhere in front of him, Corey gasps.
Gotcha.
Stiles gathers his strength and make a sweeping motion towards the ground. It takes a few seconds until the rumbling starts and a couple more until the ground is breaking apart right in front of his feet.
And more importantly, right underneath Coreyâs feet.
The chimera yelps when he loses his footing in the darkness. Only a heartbeat later, Tracy tumbles into view.
âWhat the-â
âJackson!â Theo yells. âStop him. Stop him!â
Brett is moving now. Seems like heâs not been guarding the showers alone. Great. Then again, who is he told to stop? Guards, or Stiles.
Traitors. The lot of them.
Stiles brings his hands up, using the shadows to hurl the rubble towards the remaining lights in front of him.
Theyâre plunged into complete darkness just as Brett and Jackson round the corner.
Stiles heaves a breath and moves out of the doorway. Fuck. He was so fucking close. Thereâs no way to- Stiles blinks. But there is. There is a way to kill her quietly and get some power back. After all, she doesnât need to be conscious to be terrified.
Two sets of footsteps come to a stop near the other gate. âWhat the hell?â Jackson repeats, sounding utterly confused. âI just saw him. He was right there.â Unbeknownst to him, he is pointing directly at Stiles. Being utterly invisible will never cease to amaze him. Werewolves arenât usually this easy to fool.
Still, thatâs his cue to move. Slowly, he tiptoes towards the wall and inches his way towards Tracy. Their confusion might be the last chance heâll have to get to her.
âNo,â Corey breathes, sitting on the ground and holding his ankle. âHeâs here. He can vanish in the dark.â As he moves, a small wince of pain echoes in Stilesâ ears like a gunshot.
Hunger and guilt twist in his stomach. Corey wasnât meant to get hurt, but following orders means that you could end up as collateral damage. The world isnât fair, not even to someone as innocent as Corey.
Stiles crouches down next to Tracy. He places a hand over her mouth, forcing the darkness to swallow her up too. All thatâs going to give them away now would be a sound.
âTracy.â Theo comes to a stop somewhere behind him. âHeâs going to kill Tracy.â
Heart hammering in his chest, Stiles places his other hand at her temple. There are no defences keeping him out. He sinks into her mind as if swallowed up by the ocean.
âSheâs-â Brett cuts off.
âShe was right there!â Jackson sounds more confused than worried as Stiles makes his way into the swirling of world of Tracyâs nightmares â of the Dread Doctors and what they did to her, of her fatherâs death, all the other night terrors that used to plague her.
Of Theo looking at Stiles.
Of Theo sending her away.
Of Theo in his bed, unresponsive and fighting for his life.
Her fault.
Stiles grinds his teeth. That was her fucking fault, and itâs going to be the last thing sheâll ever see. He digs his fingers into the nightmare, dragging it up to the forefront of her mind, twisting it, showing her how truly alone she really was.
Because thatâs the thing sheâs most afraid of.
Loneliness.
Of everyone she cares about leaving her forever. A room full of people with no one to turn to, a pack, a family that doesnât care if sheâs dying right next to them.
âPhone!â
The terror tastes exquisite. Panic like that, panic stemming from love rejected, from being left behind is something he could get used to.
âPhone, someone get a fucking phone.â
And the best thing about it? Sheâll never wake up from it. The last moments of her life will be filled with everything sheâs utterly afraid of.
How fitting.
Bright light rips him out of the nightmare.
Stiles blinks, raises a hand to protect his eyes.
Theo crashes into him again, ripping him off Tracy. It feels like what Stiles can only imagine to be hit by a wreaking ball. The impact makes his bones ache. Unfortunately, this time Theo is also prepared for Stilesâ trying to hit him. He grabs his arm in a painful grip. âDonât,â Theo warns in a low growl.
But Stiles has one hand free. He slams it to the ground. The nemeton reacts faster this time. Roots curl around Theoâs ankles and rip him away before slamming him straight into Jackson, whose phone clatters to the ground. It lands flashlight down, taking part of the light with it.
Brettâs phone is still directed at him, and heâs standing only a foot away. âDonât even think about it.â His stance is clear. Brett will fight him, no questions asked. Heâs come a long way since their last run in down in the tunnels.
âYou people really need to stop telling me what I can and canât do.â Stiles jumps to his feet.
Brett huffs. âGo on, throw your rocks at me. You canât kill me with your powers.â
âOh, but I can.â Stiles smiles, cocking his head to the left as he pulls the roots back towards him. âAnd I have.â And he will again.
Just not yet.
Now, he needs to leave. Preferably fast and before the werewolves manage to pin him down. He is going to walk out of this place with his head held high or not at all.
Stiles flicks his wrist, and four phones are grabbed by shadows and pulled towards him. Four, but itâs only five people. He looks at the phones, drawing his brows together. Theo didnât bring his phone. Heâs also wearing sweatpants. Someone is prepared to hunt him down as a wolf if he has to.Â
Of course, Theo isnât about to give up easily.
Fun.
Stiles crushes their phones and throws the remnants back at them. By the sound of it, his aim wasnât off.
Now, to distract them. A little bit of strife can never hurt anyone. All he has to do is-â
âIâm going to fucking strangle him,â Jackson snaps, fidgeting with something right next to his left eye.
It takes Theo a second to react, but he grabs his brother by the throat and slams him into the cold stone wall. âTouch him, and Iâll rip your head off.â
Never mind.
With anger issues running so deep in the family, Stiles doesnât have to do anything. No wonder heâs so drawn to all of them, and especially Theo. Theoâs anger, his rage, itâs like crack. If they werenât mates already, Stiles wouldâve guessed they were destined to be anyway.
Brett growls in annoyance. âGuys, you know-â
âDonât start, Prep School,â Jackson snarls. âYou donât get to act all high and mighty just because Satomi had pity on the poor little orphan.â
That snaps Brett to attention. Unsurprisingly, it doesnât take much, but with how aggressive Jackson and Theo are, this fight works without much of his input. Good. Makes it a lot easier for him to slip out unnoticed.
Stiles grabs Corey by the back of his collar and pulls him to his feet. âTime to go,â he whispers, watching as the three guys barely resist to jump each otherâs throat. Maybe theyâre finally getting it out of their systems so their childish bickering will stop. âItâs gonna get ugly soon.â Too bad, Stiles has to leave. He wouldâve preferred to stick around and watch everything blow up, but alasâŚ
âYou fuckin-â
âWhat?â Brett taunts, âyou fucking what, Theodore. Speak your mind.â
Stiles doesnât hear the reply, if there even is one. Instead, he slips into the showers and ushers Corey out of Eichen and into the tunnels. His second least favourite place on this godforsaken earth.
Corey drops to the ground with a wince and crouches down to hold his ankle.
âSorry about that,â Stiles says, and he means it. The kid wasnât supposed to get hurt. âWait here. Iâm sure the others will come soon.â
Sitting down, Corey frowns at him. âWhy are you so nice to me?â
Nice is debatable, but in comparison to the others, Stiles supposed heâs right. âYou didnât stand in my way⌠at least not out of your own free will.â He shrugs and turns away. Time is a limited resource, one heâs not planning on wasting any longer, not even for Corey.
Sighing, he hurries down the corridor in the direction of Peter. Heâs not sure who is stationed at the other exits, and although Peter may be strong, Stiles is pretty sure heâs his best bet of getting out of here before his influence over the others is completely gone.
Whoever decided to put Jackson and Brett together wasnât exactly a genius. No wonder Stiles is usually the one making the plans.
âI know youâre here,â Stiles calls, slowing down as his eyes dart around the intersection. He has absolutely no intention of getting jumped by Peter Hale so close to freedom. âYou might as well come out now.â After all, he canât evade what he cannot see.
âMy, my.â Peter chuckles. âSo angry.â Slowly, heâs sauntering around the corner, placing himself in the middle of the intersection with his hands in his pockets.
Stiles curls his into fists. Peter seems almost bored and not the least bit concerned about Stiles getting past everyone on his own. âYouâre alone?â Stiles asks, forcing himself to relax his shoulders. âAre you that full of yourself?â To be honest, he wouldnât put it past him.
âYouâd be surprised what a little family time can change.â Peterâs smile is unpleasant as during his worst days.
And Stiles doesnât trust it or the fact that heâs all alone down here. That just doesnât seem right. Loyalty to his family or not, Peter is the one most likely to let him walk away if it benefits him in some way.
âGet out of my way.â
âUnfortunately, I was told not to let you pass.â Peter is standing his ground, and with how narrow the tunnels are, getting around him might become an actual challenge. The thing is, if Peter doesnât move to ensure Stiles isnât turning the other way either.
He narrows his eyes. âWhat do you want?â because this is Peter Hale, and Peter Hale always wants something.
His smile broadens, and Stiles only barely resist the urge to step away when Peter closes in. âYour anger.â Peter raises his hands as if to grab Stilesâ face but thinks better of it. All that rage holds so much raw power, and youâre wasting it on my sonâs incredibly uninteresting plaything.â
Stiles stiffens and curls his hands into fists. âWhat?â he asks through gritted teeth
âOh, she hates you.â Peter leans in and lowers his voice. âEvery day, she was sitting in his home, hoping youâd rot somewhere. She never wanted you to be found, Stiles.â Every single word is a match struck, slowly burning away the threads holding Stiles together. âAnd then,â Peter continues, putting his hands on Stilesâ shoulders, âthe worst part, the utmost insult, Theo brought her here. Not to knock out those guards, oh no. She was his failsafe.â
Footsteps echo in the corridor, and Stiles looks over his shoulder, watching Jackson and Theo rush towards them at breakneck speeds.
Peter puts his mouth right next to Stilesâ ear. âShe was supposed to paralyze you in case you lost your mind.â A chuckle ripples through his body. âTheo didnât trust you, so he-â Peter makes sure to lower his voice even further â-brought-â and yet every single word feels like a godforsaken punch in the gut â-her.â
Stiles turns around fully, curling his hands into fists.
Without a second of hesitation, Jackson yanks Theo to a stop. âWhat did you do?â
Stilesâ gaze is locked on Theo. Angry churns in his stomach, spreading its uncomfortable heat throughout his whole body until there is nothing else left.
âI was told not to harm him,â Peter replies as he steps away from him. âI happen to be formidable at improvising.â
Stiles reaches a hand towards the shadows. There is terrible lighting down here, yet enough for him to vanish completely. Still, there is plenty to use to teach Theo his lesson once and for all. He pulls his hand back, dragging six shadowy throwing stars into the light.
âDo you- uh.â Jackson stops himself, glancing from Theo to the throwing stars and back again. âAre they real?â
Theo merely scoffs. âHeâs a nogitsune.â The idiot might have not been said, but itâs very clearly heard.
Idiot, indeed.
Stiles throws the first star.
Although Theo seems to believe all of this is merely a hallucination, he moves his hand to swat it away like heâs previously done with the flashlight â unlike those, however, the throwing star buries itself in the back of Theoâs hand, drawing very real blood. A gasp of pain falls from his lips. For a moment, he stares at his hand, watches the thin line of blood forming on his wrist. He grinds his teeth, blue eyes narrowing dangerously as they lock with Stiles.
Rage.
Finally.
âFine,â he snarls, pulling the star out of his hand. âHave it your way, little fox.â Blood drops into the dust at his feet before his skin closes up.
Stiles raises his brows and snaps his fingers, dissolving the stars in front of him.
âTheo, donât fall-â
âStay out of this,â Theo snaps without as much as a glance at his brothers. âGet the others and get out of here.â For merely a second, Theo looks at Peter. âYou too. This is personal.â
While Peter is listening to Theo, Jackson doesnât seem convinced. âListen, Theo. This is a terrible idea.â He puts a hand on Theoâs shoulder and watches Peter as he all but saunters over to them. He couldnât pretend to be more unbothered if he tried, yet, merely a moment before he passes Theo, he shakes his head. The movement is so small, Stiles wouldâve never noticed if he hadnât been looking for it.
âNo,â Theo snarls in response to something Stiles didnât hear. âI want you both to leave.â
And they do, even if only reluctantly.
Theo doesnât move, but his claws spring free with a soft snick. âNot exactly how I imagined our reunion to be.â
âThat makes two of us.â Stiles crosses his arms behind his back and smiles, head cocked slightly to the left. âI wonder whose fault that is.â After all, Theo came here not only disrespecting but also insulting him by bringing Tracy along like sheâs never done anything wrong in her life ever â like sheâs never done anything to them.
Red bleeds into Theoâs eyes. âYour little game ends here.â Without wasting any more time, Theo charges at him.
Predictable.
Stiles avoids him at the last second. Smirking, he dips his hand into the shadows again. A rush of power courses through his as the darkness bends to his will and around his fingers to create a slim chain. Stiles grabs it with both hands and wraps it around Theoâs throat. A snarls fills the silence of the corridor as Stiles yanks him back.
Theoâs breath hitches. His hands fly up to grab the chain, but for a moment, Stiles is stronger. âYou know,â he breathes, pressing his mouth against Theoâs ear, âyou should just give up.â
âOn you?â Theo makes an odd sound in the back of his throat. âOver my dead body.â
Stiles lets go of the chain as if it burned him and steps away from Theo. His chest is suddenly too tight, his heart at least two sizes to big. He opens his mouth, but the words get stuck in his throat.
The chain dissipates.
âMiecio.â Theo raises his hands. His movements are so unbelievably slow â like heâs dealing with a caged animal.
And in some ways, perhaps he does.
Stiles shakes his head. âI donât want you to die.â The words come out broken and angry. His heart hurts, and he wants to punch Theo until his knuckles bleed.
âReally?â Theoâs lips quirk into a grin. âI wouldnât have guessed.â He moves closer, one step at a time. So dreadfully slow. The grin doesnât reach his eyes.
Stilesâ body goes cold.
Theo doesnât trust him.
But he trusted Tracy.
The rage returns like a tidal wave, drowning Stiles, consuming him. He rushes forward, slamming into Theo at full speed. Itâs like running into a brick wall. But the anger numbs his pain. Theyâre crashing to the ground in a tangle of limbs.
âStiles!â Theo bares his teeth, sharp, a death sentence. Itâs one bite, that could kill him. Maybe even less. âSnap out of it.â He reaches for his arms.
But Stiles gets his hands on him first. He grabs Theoâs face and straddles him, slamming his head against the unforgiving stones once then twice. âFuck you,â he spits. The soft groan, the pain thrumming under Theoâs skin â itâs like a drug. âFuck you.â He couldâve already been out of here, but Theo had to make it complicated. He had to kill Deaton and, worst of all, he had to bring Tracy to stop him. Not only did he think that she could beat him, out of everyone, he chose the one person disrespecting Stiles and their relationship â and heâs not going to allow that again.
Stiles digs his fingers into Theoâs skin, almost blind with rage. âAnd you call yourself my mate? His eyes burn, tears prick at their corners. Heâs been kidnapped, starved and experimented on.
And Theo allowed her back.
âYou disgust me.â
Theoâs grips around his hips tightens as Stiles forces his way into his head. Another soft groan falls from his lips, one that might have very well be his name.
Stiles hits a wall in Theoâs mind. He didnât expect this to be easy, not at all, but this one makes his head spin. Stiles closes his eyes and takes a breath. âLet me in,â he whispers, locking eyes with Theo again, and presses his thumb to the corner of his mouth. His stomach flutters as somewhere, deep inside him, the desire to kiss and hold Theo takes root. Heâs missed him, desperately. His body craves his touch, his warmth so much more than everything else.
There.
The flash of an image. The woods. A bridge.
His sisterâs death.
Stiles grinds his teeth and latches onto it, hooks his fingers into the crack to pry it open. âLet me in.â
âPlease,â Theo growls, but the sound is weak, almost soft. âMiecio, please.â Pain swims to the surface. Emotional pain. The one Theo loves so much.
Stiles gets it. He really does. Itâs beautifully raw and nearly overwhelming, especially as Theoâs defences finally break open.
Another pained groan falls from Theoâs lips, but heâs stubbornly fighting back and sinks his claws into Stilesâ sides.
He hisses in pain.
Bastard.
The image flickers again, but Theo isnât the only one whoâs stubborn. Stiles pushes harder against his mental barriers, refusing to be forced out again â and then everything around him shifts into focus.
Heâs standing on the bridge, looking down at Tara pleading for her life. Sheâs dying. Slowly and alone because Theo doesnât care.
Or rather, he didnât.
The little boy next to him is void of any feelings but pure hatred. He couldnât care less about his sisterâs death. Things are different now. The image flickers without Stilesâ doing. Little Theo is gone, replaced by Theo as he is now â damaged and unable to help. He is trying, however, pounding his fists against an invisible wall.
But thereâs no way through.
No way to helpâ
Stiles blinks. There is Tara, dead in the water, his biggest regret. Next to her are the Dread Doctors, each of them holding one person.
Stiles, Jackson, and Peter.
After his sisterâs death, Theoâs biggest fear remains the same; losing his family all over again.
âStilesâŚâ
He blinks again. The image in front of him flickers. What is he doing? What was the thinking? Theo would never hurt him. Heâd never break his trust. Why- No. No. This is all wrong. This isnât what he meant to do.
Heâs hurting Theo over nothing.
Stiles pulls back and lets go of Theo, nearly throwing himself off him in his haste to get away. âIâm sorry,â he breathes, reaching out but hesitant to touch as Theo rolls onto his side, eyes squeezed shut tightly. âIâm- Theo, Misu, I- I didnât- Iâm sorry. I-â didnât mean to do that? Didnât know what came over me? But he does. He knows the answer to that very question. Rage. Jealousy. The simple fact that he believed Theo disrespected him.
And Peterâs words finally made him snap.
âTheo, I-â
âMom. Mom, no!â
Sharp, raging hot pain burns in his chest. Stiles opens his mouth, but no sound escapes him as he blinks down at the katana coated in his own blood sticking out of his chest.
-
âIâm going to kill her.â
âAnd that, dear brother, is why you need a babysitter around the clock.â
Theo glares at Jackson but doesnât stop his pacing. His shoulders have been one rigid line ever since Stilesâ dad dropped him off here. Theo didnât act particularly surprised about the early visit. He even had Stilesâ favorite breakfast ready at this ungodly hour in the morning. They didnât even try to hide that theyâve planned this.
That, at least, means his dad stayed in contact with Theo despite Stiles avoiding him after what happened in Eichen. Â
Huffing, Theo all but throws himself onto the couch and puts his head on Stilesâ lap. The way he is able to bounce back from everything â the way he trusts Stiles so much more than Stiles does himself â itâs almost too much.
Stiles swallows around the heart lodged in his throat. âComfortable?â he asks, trying to sound casual, like heâs joking, but his voice is quiet and brittle.
Enough so that Theo studies his face with knitted brows before he smirks at him, âalways.â
Jackson groans. âCanât believe Iâm saying this, but Iâd rather be in school right now.â
âWhy arenât you?â Stiles asks as Jackson slaps Theoâs legs for some room.
His brother doesnât fail to respond with a kick before scooting up a little higher.
âBecause he-â Jackson points at Theo without looking at him â- is a homicidal maniac, and you are the most unstable person Iâve ever met.â
Theo scoffs. âWhy do I get flack when everyone in here killed someone?â
Jackson shoots him a sharp look.
Stiles pushes Theo off and gets to his feet.
Theoâs eyes widen slightly as he sits up. âBabeââ
âDonât.â
âThat wasnât you.â
âI said donât!â Stiles has never been able to handle insults very well, but on a normal day, he was able to wrap the insults up with a neat little bow to obsess over at a later time. âDonât fucking tell me who I am, okay?â
Jackson eyes him warily, not moving from his spot on the couch. He wonât even give them the illusion of privacy.
Narrowing his eyes, Theo all but launches himself over the back of the couch. Although being smaller than Stiles, he seems to be towering over him. âYou want me to call you a murderer instead? A monster?â
Stiles balls his hands into fists. âDonât try to take away my accountability, jackass.â His heart is pounding in his chest as his anger rises like a tidal wave.
âYou killed Tracy,â Theo shoots back without a second of hesitation. âIs that what you want to hear?â He sounds like it didnât matter when it most certainly does.
It wasnât self-defense. Not this time.
With Tracy, it was murder.
Stiles runs his fingers through his hair. âI killed her in a fit of jealous rage.â Who knows what else could put him in a state like that? Heâs a ticking time bomb.
âItâs kind of hot when you say it like that,â Theo smirks, but it doesnât quite reach his eyes.
âI canât believe Iâm related to you,â Jackson mutters as he gets to his feet. âAnyone want a drink?â He points in the direction of the kitchen.
For a moment, Stiles stares at him. Yeah, sure, how could they ever be related. More so to clear his head than as a response. âWas it still hot when I tried to kill you?â
âNot really, no.â Theo cocks his head to the side almost contemplatively. âBut I nearly killed you once too. Iâd say weâre even.â
Stiles closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. âIf you want to be technical about it,â he remarks icily, crossing his arms over his chest, âI almost killed you three times already.â
Theo huffs out a breath. âThe time you threw me across the room hardly counts.â
âI shouldâve stayed in London,â Jackson mutters as he wanders into the kitchen, shaking his head.
âThis isnât funny,â Stiles snaps.
âI know.â
âThen stop making light of this!â Stiles curls his hands into fists again and presses his arms tightly against his chest. He wants to throw something. He wants to hit something, someone. Theo, more specifically.
Theo stares at him for a moment, lips pressed together then he lets out a breath. âIâm not.â
âTrust me, Stilinski,â Jackson chimes in, tossing Theo a water bottle which he catches effortlessly, âweâre all taking this very seriously.â Raising his brows, he offers Stiles one as well.
Stiles canât help but think of his babcia for a moment, who strongly believes that a good herbal tea can cure everything. Sighing, he takes the bottle and sits down on the edge of the dining table â if not to drink it, then at the least to give his hands something to do. He fidgets with the label, suddenly feeling utterly exhausted mentally. The urge to hide in his room returns in full force, and all he can do now is try not to shrink into himself.
Scrunching his brows together, Stiles rubs his chest. The pressure on the not fully healed wound helps grounding him.
âDoes it still hurt?â Theo asks in a soft tone.
Stiles only nods. Itâs been a week since Noshiko tried killing him, and he struggled to heal for the first couple of days. His body took over in the end. Now, the only mark on his body is the one on his chest. Everything else is gone, even Donovanâs bite. Heâs hated and loved his scars, but in the end, they were proof of everything heâs endured â they made this carbon-copy of his body his very own, they made him feel human.
Theyâre gone now, and Stiles feels like a stranger to himself.
Theo sets the bottle of water on the table next to him. âBabe,â he all but whispers and cups his jaw, gently forcing Stiles to look at him, âI know youâd prefer to blame yourself for the rest of eternity, but Iâm not going to. Things like that happen.â
Scoffing, Jackson sits down on the table next to him.
Stiles quirks a brow. âYou mean a lot of people try to kill their significant other?â
âYou were turned into a nogitsune hardly an hour before killing Tracy,â Jackson reminds him, twisting the cap of his water bottle as he stares out the window. âLosing control is kind of an initiation ritual for supernatural creatures. All your senses are heightened, your instincts crank your emotions up to a hundred â even Theo struggled to adjust to turning into an alpha, and he is still technically human.â
Technically.
Believing them is easy, hiding behind their words is not. Stiles swallows and looks everywhere but Theoâs face. âItâs no excuse.â
âNo,â Jackson agrees.
Theo shoots him a look. âBut we did learn what triggers you, so, we know what to avoid for now.â
âHitting on your boyfriend for example, which is a mystery to me anyway.â Jackson smirks at Theo, clearly satisfied with himself.
âKilling your food,â Theo continues, not deigning the dig with a reaction. âSpeaking ill of your mother.â
Under normal circumstances, Stiles wouldnât have reacted badly to Theo implying his mother didnât raise him well. Theo liked his mother, a lot. There were days when they hung out in the kitchen and watched her bake or cook or just drank hot chocolate together. During her stays at the hospital, Theo constantly kept asking if sheâs okay and when sheâd be coming home, and heâd be there on the days theyâd pick her up. Theo never even spoke badly about his dad, and heâs given him a hard time. Â
Jackson grimaces, âdonât go around insulting peopleâs mothers. Youâre asking to get jumped.â
Stiles presses his lips together to hide his smile.
Judging by Theo narrowing his eyes ever so slightly, heâs probably failing miserably. âGlad you think this is funny.â He squeezes Stilesâ cheeks for a moment before smiling himself. Genuine, soft. He leans down to brush their lips together.
And thatâs almost all it takes for Stilesâ heart to nearly combust.
âWeâll figure this out,â Theo whispers.
Stiles nods, slowly, and buries his face in his chest.













