#( hmu... )

i wish i had like 5 friends who liked next to normal enough to do an amateur living room performance of it with me.

i need someone to obsess over me and praise me like the god I am. I need a someone younger than me to worship my flesh as I put out cigarettes on their skin. someone who'd beg me to hurt them and then be disappointed when I instead cherish. I need a degrading relationship that's also filled with love and me being a caregiver.

bruhh where's the langa to my reki

honestly i think writing with human vladimir / mircea would be neat, though i really don’t know any muse (besides the darkin) who could actually interact with him 🤔

i want. to write with people. hu.