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Hey Weenie.

It’s disgustingly humid over here in Seattle, but whatever. That’s not the point of this letter. I’m not exactly one to write how I feel, but it’s you and I never beat around the bush with you. So I’m not returning to Hogwarts? It feels odd saying that. I don’t know how to put it kindly. But I kind of realized that maybe I’m needed more over here in the muggle world, rather than over there, in the magical. Science isn’t entirely needed when you have a wand, is it? There’s so much needed to be done, so much more to be discovered… So yeah, I decided to stay. Finish off schooling over here. My godparents are excited.

I hate addressing this in a letter. It feels so disconnected and unreal. I don’t even know what else to say? Thanks, for tagging along whenever I did something ridiculously dangerous - which was all the time, almost. You were my favorite guinea pig, as unintentionally derogatory as that sounds, and it’s weird to think that I won’t see you every day anymore. It’s weird to even think you may not be apart of my future anymore. It’s hard to imagine that; a future without Vini Uehara. There’s a little part of me that hopes that won’t ever be true, that I’ll actually get to keep you around with me until I’m pretty old, but at the same time, I’d hate to fall into the habit of wishful, selfish thinking.

While I’m on a roll and before I vomit all over this letter, I’d like to mention that I really like you. I like you a lot. A lot, a lot. A lot, nearly to the point it may actually drive me crazy. There was literally a time where your stupid smile was all I could think about… It’s all I can think about right now. My skin’s crawling admitting that, but I need to stop playing like these feelings don’t exist or like they don’t matter. You’re my one of my best friends, I shouldn’t lie to you. I like you, I’m upset that I won’t be with you anymore, and I’m kind of regretting my decision to leave Hogs right now, but I know staying here is for the better. It’s where I should be.

Thank you. I’ve owed you that ever since we were first years; thank you. Be happy. Live life. Find love. Become a kickass healer. Visit me sometime.

Don’t be a stranger.

Eugh, きもい。