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#6 Anime Intro by Public Theater

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#37 Eyes Closed by Imagine Dragons

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-blinks- I have been contemplating since I realized this was here whether or not to delete it. A friend suggested this might have been a case of mistaken identity since I'm a little at a loss for who might send this.

However, I had decided instead to treat it as intentional.

I am sorry for whatever harm I have done to you. Not knowing who you are I can do little better than a blanket apology; which presuming I've hurt you feels trite even to me. I am sorry though, without reservation. I hope your life is going well, that you are happy, and that whatever I did becomes a smaller blip on the radar of hurts in your life with every passing day for your own sake.

{~ He was standing on the Building, Relaxing, and Listening to a Song on an MP3 he stole. ~}

‘‘ Hm…’‘

“I miss her sometimes.” The thought comes to her in a flash as the one questions she wasn’texpecting  stuns her. For a moment she doesn’t know how to answer it. “Myopinion on Minhee is… complicated. We have a sort of sordid history witheach other and it makes things difficult. Objectively she is a beautiful girl,that much is obvious to anyone with eyes. She looked absolutely gorgeous in theconvex music video it’s no wonder she was signed. Subjectively, however, I don’t think there is much else toher than a pretty face. I mean I’ve seen some of her YouTube covers and the’renot that special. I mean the’re good for an amateur but for an idol I’ve seenbetter.” She pauses for a second before continuing. “ I know I’m being reallybiased at this point but it’s hard for me to put aside personal feelings. Wewere pretty close a long time ago and when my world was falling apart she wasthere trying to be a good friend- but I pushed her away. I know I shouldn’t havebeen as harsh to her as I was, well am,  andI wish I could be a bigger person and just apologize, but seeing her justbrings back so many negative memories and feelings of one of the lowest pointsin my life. I just can’t get pass that.  I guess to be frank I'm just going to leave it at this: I wish her all the best in whatever she does - just don’t expect me to berooting for her anytime soon.”

     ‘Can I say my beauty, or is it a bit too on the nose after that last questions?’ She chuckles at her own little joke ‘ I guess my favorite qualities about myself are my resilience and my confidence. I have been through... a lot in the last few years with my fathers “situation”. It has been very taxing physically and emotionally. There have been many times where I have wanted to give up, but I never have. I know I have to be strong for my family and knowing that I've been able to keep going.’   

    ‘I think it's pretty clear that I have confidence in myself or overconfidence depending on how you view it. My motto in life is love yourself so much that you don’t have to rely on the love of others.’