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(There is an evil intimidating horse behind you)

he really is the ult dick.

(not meant to be weird or offputting your blog is just very funsies and cool to me and you haven't been around in a while. no pressure for anything btw im just doing a dumbass bit. ok byeee hope u have a good day)

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i like 8eing treated like vriska from homestuck 8ut not like a character. like how you'd treat vriska homestuck if suddenly she appeared and was a person.

random ask 8ut im just wondering.

@guardianska

it's complicated? i'm going to talk a lot about our system as a whole here, as well as some plans for something i'd like to create soon.

as a whole we're generally very pro-being treated like fiction. a lot of us like it. i'm not in the mood to find examples but it's genuinely a thing that brings a lot of us comfort. especially as we're very much in fandom spaces, and a lot of the time our fictionfolk identities will bleed into our fandom posting and vice-versa. we generally enjoy having works about our identities being treated like it's fictional.

i'm working on an art piece that i'm going to post under fandom tags as well as fictionfolk tags. i'm even going to tag it disingenuously so the fictionfolk tags are buried under the see more button. i'm probably going to ignore reblogs and comments that treat it as fictional but i'm going to post it with the intention of some people treating it purely as a fictional thing and not as an expression of my own feelings on source.

however, even with all that said i personally fucking hate it when directed at myself. there's an element of dehumanization to it -- "oh look it's my blorbo in Real Life that's awesome" -- that pisses me off. mostly it just touches on a lot of things in source that still bug me to this day but it's just so infuriating.

i say this 8ecause i had a random kin mem of a pizza night.

vrissy's fave was plain cheese

harry anderson had pineapple and sweetcorn

tavvry had charred vegeta8les

and the ru8y in my source had a meat pizza with just like all sorts of 8ullshit. salami, chicken, really anything meaty.

@guardianska

i'd probably either agree with your ruby or say buffalo chicken pizza. either are delicious. i don't know if it's prepared the same way everywhere, but the way i've always had buffalo chicken pizza has been with buffalo sauce used both on the actual chicken pieces as well as replacing the pizza sauce. but i do also very much enjoy meat pizzas with everything.

i have a few. i was closest with tavvy at first. thing i recently remembered: my tavvy was trans. she actually came out to me first out of everyone. (i might actually go back and edit other posts about her to reflect her gender.) she picked a different name but i don't remember what she chose. she actually tested different names with me until she found something she liked. i think at one point before she came out to the others, she'd try out names by temporarily using them for me in front of others. there were a few i wouldn't let her try on me (for a while she had been considering bella-rose and i refused to let her call me rose but bella was acceptable) but not many. when she finally felt secure enough to come out to everyone else i stood behind her and bared my teeth and glared at everyone to get across my message of "be shit about this and i will start killing and it will be bloody".

vrissy and i took a while to warm up to each other. both of us were bitter that the other seemed to be more loved or special to our parents. in the end we actually ended up becoming good friends. it was actually vrissy who started everyone giving me nicknames, which is why harry anderson picked up her nickname for me before he came up with his own. i haven't posted any of my art of myself (mostly because none of it's finished) but in source i had dyed streaks of hair and vrissy had been the one to help me with those. to thank her i tailored any of her clothes she wanted changed.

harry anderson was fine. we became good friends later on down the line but at first we were sort of neutral towards each other. it was hard to connect because he was the sort who was used to being shoved to the side and i was used to having to avoid attention. one day he actually stumbled in on me making an adjustment to one of my jackets and realized i knew how to sew and we bonded over that. went from "sort of in the same group and fine with each other" to "sewing club buddies" (his name for it). we'd sit around and sew with each other when we had the time for it. i taught him how to get the most mileage out of scraps and he taught me some embroidery techniques i didn't know. he was also a big fan of modeling clothes so i could see if i liked the way it looked.

swiss and i also hated each other at the start and slowly warmed up to each other. it really came mostly from him chilling out and then slowly realizing how oppressive satyr society and standards could really be. i was the first to notice when he finally put it together because he turned around and i gave him my biggest smile with the most teeth and he just scoffed "oh can it, miss counterculture" before admitting that i had a point. he actually said the words "fuck the institution" and i have never been more satisfied.

ly'lac and i were fine. didn't really hang out often. i think we had a few long talks about our classpects? and by "we talked" i mean she talked and i sort of sat there. but something about our classpects was similiar, i think. can't remember what.

dagger and i got on well. he was always happy to talk about his yaoi ships and i would interject occasionally just to call it "your shit yaoi from a thing that's bad" and he'd get upset and shove me. there was a lot of playwrestling. especially once we both went godtier. i think we actually learned the heroic/just rule because we were both godtier and one of us killed the other. my vriska had to tell us that just because we could kill each other during playfights doesn't mean we should and "dear jegus guys PLEASE don't kill each other. not even for fun". dagger would also sometimes let me hold his scythe. i'm still a clawkind sort of dog but i will admit there's something powerful about holding a giant weapon. he did once pull one of my piercings out by accident though. i refused to talk to him for a week afterwards. (the wound scarred but i just had someone else pierce the other ear so i could swap both earrings to it.)

(this ask game ==> https://www.tumblr.com/guardianska/818962136582733824/nosy-questions-ask-game)

12. What is your favorite drink?

in source i particularly liked energy drinks of all sorts. i'm partial to black coffee now. i won't drink it if there's sugar in it though. i also enjoy other caffeinated drinks like sodas.

13. What is your favorite snack?

i have a variety of favorite snacks i refer to as "dog snacks" because they're snacks you'd feed a dog. toaster waffles with peanut butter, sliced cheese (particularly sharp cheddar), and popcorn are my favorites.

28. What would be your death row/last meal?

blue rare steak, mac and cheese (homemade, not the boxed crap, and not the runny sort), chicken wings, and a chocolate cake or large brownie. sort of a mix between "stuff i can tear apart and eat with my bare hands in a feral dog way" and "this just tastes good". i do like chocolate unironically but i think it would be fitting to give me chocolate before i die, especially if i'm being executed, because it's like giving a dog chocolate when they're sick and dying. also i like the idea of tearing apart steak and wings with my hands and then proceeding to pick up a huge slab of chocolate pastry and also eat that with my bare hands. and then i eat the mac and cheese with a fork. (the mac and cheese is less because i like it and more as a fuck you to. well. i'm sure you can guess.)

31. What celebrity do you feel like you could realistically be friends with?