#@itsadolfus

(@ItsAdolfus)

(Prequel to the Poem Below)

Outside Main Reception – University Building Mid March 3:00pm (enter best friend) ***

“So how’s it going bro? It’s been a couple weeks now isn’t it? ”

Yeah.. …

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Yeah

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You know how, like when I said I went up to her and I was all like “ Here We Go Again”

“yeah …”

well…

“for fucks sake come on man….”

Okk so yeah, like, I never actually had the courage to bring it up. Look I don’t know G… I could just tell she wasn’t into it… Like, you know when you know?

……

Don’t look at me that way man I mean SO WHAT!! In this day and age people always pretend like things go exactly as planned and put it on social media

Cuz everyone else is all at a distance away. And the ones closest to them, are just part of the same warped hype anyway

Just look at facebook, instagram and twitter!! You really think that’s their lives??!!! 24/7 Turnt up and not just highlight reels?? THAT’S BULLSHIT!

“You’re sidetracking tho… ”

Whatever. We still hang out a lot anyway

“But not in the way you want. You know you went about this all wrong. Fassihole. Big mun like you ”

…. Yeah but she still has time for me…. …

“Man I’m your bro. From day fucking 1! Why you gotta lie? Mattafact, why you tryna convince me bro? You can’t even convince yourself ”

(sigh) I know, Bro,

look listen, I just hate that I’m a coward with this…. I do I really do . I just dont even know anymore like Fuck… Man I’ll be right back. I just need to clear my head, chill on my own for a bit. Figure this shit out Vibe with nature or something

I dunno, Maybe just watch myself

Take my time and figure out some way to clock out of this “zone”