Tbh I fucking hate trying on older clothes I haven't worn since I lost weight like on one hand I'm like "damn I'm unhealthy I genuinely need to gain this back" but at the same time it's like holy shit wtf I used to be huge n gross and I definitely didn't think that abt myself then but I do now and I know I shouldn't and everyone tells me I shouldn't but I still do and lol it's such a shit show










