a very dear USAmerican friend that is a musical journalist travels around Ukraine to provide mutual aid and build community and well, journal, is often in my DMs chitchatting and we keep each other sorta posted on ordinary matters but also well, gutting non average stuff, so you can imagine the range of emotions that I feel when he sends me an audio casually talking about how im one of his favorite weird-gender reference and he calls me rat bastard endearingly but at the same time in the background I can clearly hear the distinct buzzing of war and sirens in the background. fuck















