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THE Ā NIGHT Ā STARTED Ā OUT Ā WELL Ā ENOUGH.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Bobby Ā had Ā told Ā her Ā that Ā they Ā were Ā going Ā on Ā a Ā double Ā date Ā with Ā a Ā friend Ā of Ā his, Ā but Ā he Ā never Ā mentioned Ā who Ā ( Ā and Ā to Ā be Ā fair, Ā she Ā never Ā asked Ā him. Ā She Ā was Ā just Ā happy Ā to Ā get Ā to Ā meet Ā more Ā of Ā his Ā friends Ā since Ā it Ā had Ā been Ā so Ā long Ā ). Ā Natalia Ā had Ā gone Ā out Ā and Ā bought Ā a Ā new Ā dress Ā and Ā wanted Ā to Ā make Ā sure Ā she Ā looked Ā presentable Ā enough Ā since Ā she Ā was Ā still Ā rebuilding Ā her Ā belongings Ā since Ā all Ā she Ā had Ā had Ā fit Ā in Ā her Ā luggage.
Everything Ā was Ā turning Ā out Ā to Ā be Ā great Ā until Ā she Ā saw Ā the Ā woman Ā who Ā had Ā answered Ā the Ā door Ā at Ā the Ā address Ā Bobby Ā had Ā given Ā her Ā to Ā where Ā Johnny Ā wasā¦ Ā and Ā then Ā Johnny Ā and Ā her Ā stomach Ā dropped Ā and Ā suddenly Ā she Ā wasnāt Ā drunk Ā enough Ā for Ā what Ā was Ā about Ā to Ā happen.Ā Ā
Yeah, Ā she Ā had Ā been Ā avoiding Ā going Ā back Ā to Ā see Ā Johnny Ā but Ā she Ā didnāt Ā think Ā it Ā would Ā be Ā quite Ā appropriate Ā after Ā she Ā and Ā Bobby Ā started Ā dating. Ā She Ā was Ā doing Ā it Ā out Ā of Ā respect Ā and Ā now Ā she Ā was Ā feeling Ā blindsided. Ā She Ā hardly Ā touched Ā her Ā food Ā and Ā focused Ā on Ā a Ā liquid Ā dinner Ā as Ā the Ā whole Ā thing Ā seemed Ā more Ā tense Ā than Ā anything Ā she Ā had Ā ever Ā been Ā through Ā before. Ā Of Ā course, Ā Shannon Ā recognized Ā her. Ā How Ā could Ā she Ā not? Ā Johnny Ā hadnāt Ā even Ā looked Ā at Ā her Ā and Ā Bobby Ā was Ā so Ā tense Ā beside Ā her Ā that Ā she Ā could Ā all Ā but Ā feel Ā it Ā radiating Ā off Ā of Ā him.
Suddenly Ā she Ā stood Ā up Ā without Ā saying Ā much Ā of Ā anything Ā except Ā a Ā murmured, Ā āIāll Ā be Ā right Ā back.ā Ā Standing Ā up Ā too Ā quickly Ā wasnāt Ā exactly Ā optimal Ā on Ā a Ā few Ā glasses Ā of Ā wine Ā so Ā she Ā steadied Ā herself Ā before Ā she Ā made Ā her Ā way Ā outside Ā and Ā as Ā soon Ā as Ā the Ā cool Ā night Ā air Ā hit Ā her Ā face Ā she Ā just Ā began Ā to Ā laugh. Ā She Ā laughed Ā until Ā she Ā had Ā to Ā sit Ā down Ā on Ā the Ā concrete Ā flowerpot Ā and Ā then Ā she Ā cried. Ā Elbows Ā on Ā her Ā knees Ā and Ā her Ā face Ā in Ā her Ā hands Ā and Ā her Ā whole Ā body Ā shook Ā with Ā the Ā effort Ā to Ā contain Ā the Ā sobs Ā that Ā caused Ā the Ā trembling Ā throughout Ā her Ā body. Ā She Ā was Ā angry Ā and Ā she Ā was Ā hurting Ā and Ā worst Ā of Ā all, Ā she Ā was Ā EMBARASSED. Ā Deep Ā down, Ā she Ā knew Ā Bobby Ā meant Ā well Ā and Ā that Ā this Ā was Ā something Ā he Ā had Ā been Ā pushing Ā for, Ā for Ā her Ā to Ā actually Ā go Ā talk Ā to Ā him Ā again Ā but Ā she Ā just Ā was Ā finding Ā every Ā excuse Ā not Ā to Ā so Ā he Ā took Ā that Ā excuse Ā away Ā from Ā her. Ā It Ā was Ā admirable, Ā she Ā gave Ā him Ā that. Ā But Ā it Ā didnāt Ā make Ā it Ā hurt Ā any Ā less.
@strkefrst & @chrmatiicaā P A I N for Johnny and Bobby
Ā Ā Ā Ā šš Ā šššš”'š§ Ā šš”š¢šŖ Ā šŖšš¬ Ā šš Ā š§šš¢šØššš§ Ā š§ššš¦ Ā šŖš¢šØšš Ā šš Ā š Ā šš¢š¢š Ā šššš, Ā Ā heĀ didnātĀ evenĀ likeĀ doingĀ doubleĀ datesĀ asĀ aĀ teenager,Ā atĀ leastĀ asĀ anĀ adultĀ heĀ couldĀ justĀ getĀ drunkĀ andĀ tryĀ toĀ seemĀ likeĀ heĀ wasĀ enjoyingĀ himself. Ā Ā butĀ afterĀ gettingĀ soĀ muchĀ crapĀ fromĀ shannonĀ aboutĀ theĀ randomĀ womanĀ whoĀ hadĀ comeĀ askingĀ forĀ him,Ā heĀ knewĀ thatĀ heĀ hadĀ toĀ doĀ somethingĀ toĀ helpĀ calmĀ herĀ andĀ tryĀ toĀ makeĀ thingsĀ easierĀ forĀ her. Ā Ā plusĀ heĀ neededĀ aĀ goodĀ distractionĀ fromĀ allĀ theĀ shitĀ goingĀ on,Ā theĀ stressĀ ofĀ tryingĀ toĀ provideĀ forĀ shannonĀ andĀ theĀ baby,Ā notĀ knowingĀ howĀ hisĀ momĀ wasĀ doingĀ andĀ justĀ waitingĀ forĀ everythingĀ toĀ fallĀ apart. Ā Ā aĀ goodĀ distractionĀ wouldĀ beĀ aĀ doubleĀ dateĀ withĀ bobbyĀ andĀ theĀ girlfriendĀ thatĀ heĀ hadĀ beenĀ soĀ secretiveĀ about.
Ā Ā Ā Ā šš Ā ššš Ā š§š„ššš Ā š”š¢š§ Ā š§š¢ Ā šš„ššØš Ā šŖšš§š Ā š¦ššš”š”š¢š” Ā š¢š” Ā š§šš Ā šŖšš¬, Ā Ā heĀ wantedĀ thisĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ night,Ā heĀ neededĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ nightĀ becauseĀ heĀ didnātĀ likeĀ theĀ tensionĀ betweenĀ them,Ā heĀ didnātĀ likeĀ thatĀ heĀ feltĀ pulledĀ betweenĀ herĀ andĀ hisĀ mom,Ā heĀ justĀ wantedĀ aĀ goodĀ nightĀ withĀ herĀ andĀ hisĀ bestĀ friend. Ā Ā theyĀ hadĀ beatĀ bobbyĀ andĀ hisĀ girlfriendĀ toĀ theĀ restaurantĀ whereĀ theyĀ meeting,Ā waitingĀ forĀ themĀ outsideĀ andĀ heĀ hadĀ justĀ beenĀ checkingĀ aĀ textĀ messageĀ fromĀ Ā hisĀ momĀ whenĀ heĀ heardĀ shannonĀ say, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā itāsĀ her. Ā Ā thatāsĀ theĀ womanĀ whoĀ cameĀ lookingĀ forĀ you,Ā theĀ oneĀ youĀ saidĀ iĀ wasĀ actingĀ crazyĀ about, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā lookingĀ upĀ fromĀ hisĀ phoneĀ andĀ heĀ almostĀ thoughtĀ heĀ wasĀ dreamingĀ forĀ aĀ momentĀ toĀ seeĀ bobbyĀ withĀ natalia,Ā thatĀ heĀ barelyĀ evenĀ heardĀ whatĀ shannonĀ wasĀ sayingĀ next.
Ā Ā Ā Ā š”šš§šššš Ā ššš Ā šššŖšš¬š¦ Ā šššš” Ā ššššØš§šššØš, Ā Ā sheĀ wasĀ alwaysĀ theĀ personĀ thatĀ hadĀ madeĀ hisĀ heartĀ raceĀ andĀ heĀ hadĀ thoughtĀ heĀ wouldĀ neverĀ seeĀ again. Ā Ā asĀ anĀ adult,Ā sheĀ trulyĀ wasĀ beautifulĀ likeĀ artĀ andĀ heĀ didnātĀ knowĀ howĀ heĀ foundĀ theĀ strengthĀ toĀ lookĀ away,Ā tryingĀ toĀ focusĀ onĀ hisĀ pregnantĀ girlfriendĀ instead. Ā Ā noĀ wonderĀ bobbyĀ hadĀ beenĀ soĀ secretiveĀ aboutĀ hisĀ newĀ girlfriend. Ā Ā heĀ wasĀ justĀ shockedĀ thatĀ neitherĀ ofĀ themĀ hadĀ thoughtĀ toĀ mentionĀ thatĀ nataliaĀ wasĀ backĀ inĀ theĀ usĀ afterĀ leavingĀ afterĀ theĀ tournament,Ā sheĀ neverĀ evenĀ graduatedĀ withĀ themĀ andĀ heĀ hadĀ neverĀ heardĀ fromĀ herĀ again. Ā Ā allĀ heĀ hadĀ gottenĀ wasĀ ivanĀ tellingĀ himĀ toĀ stayĀ awayĀ fromĀ herĀ andĀ aĀ threatĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ makeĀ himĀ disappearĀ ifĀ heĀ everĀ laidĀ anotherĀ handĀ onĀ natalia. Ā Ā thisĀ wasĀ supposedĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ nightĀ andĀ insteadĀ heĀ feltĀ likeĀ itĀ wasĀ slowlyĀ turningĀ intoĀ aĀ completeĀ shitshow.
Ā Ā Ā Ā šš¢šš”š”š¬ Ā šŖšš¦ Ā š§š„š¬šš”š Ā š§š¢ Ā ššš§ Ā šššš Ā šš©šš„š¬š§ššš”š Ā šŖšš¦ Ā ššš”š, Ā Ā heĀ barelyĀ lookedĀ atĀ nataliaĀ knowingĀ thatĀ shannonĀ wasĀ watchingĀ himĀ andĀ theĀ wayĀ sheĀ wasĀ squeezingĀ hisĀ legĀ letĀ himĀ knowĀ thatĀ sheĀ wasĀ stillĀ pissedĀ thatĀ heĀ hadnātĀ believedĀ herĀ aboutĀ someĀ randomĀ redheadĀ comingĀ toĀ theĀ apartmentĀ askingĀ aboutĀ him. Ā Ā neverĀ hadĀ heĀ thoughtĀ thatĀ itĀ hadĀ beenĀ natalia. Ā Ā heĀ wasĀ tryingĀ toĀ stayĀ talkingĀ withĀ bobby,Ā whoĀ heĀ knewĀ wasĀ justĀ talkingĀ toĀ fillĀ theĀ tenseĀ airĀ betweenĀ them. Ā Ā betweenĀ makingĀ sureĀ shannonĀ wasĀ okay,Ā talkingĀ withĀ bobbyĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ heĀ couldĀ manage,Ā checkingĀ hisĀ phoneĀ inĀ caseĀ hisĀ momĀ neededĀ him,Ā heĀ wasĀ stillĀ managingĀ toĀ drinkĀ moreĀ thanĀ heĀ probablyĀ shouldĀ be. Ā Ā whatĀ wasĀ supposedĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ funĀ nightĀ outĀ toĀ makeĀ thingsĀ betterĀ hadĀ turnedĀ outĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ fuckingĀ nightmare.
Ā Ā Ā Ā šš Ā ššš„ššš¬ Ā šš¢š¢ššš Ā š¢š©šš„ Ā šš§ Ā š”šš§šššš Ā šš¦ Ā š¦šš Ā šššš§ Ā š§šš Ā š§šššš, Ā Ā instantlyĀ feelingĀ shannonĀ relaxĀ withĀ herĀ goneĀ fromĀ theĀ tableĀ andĀ heĀ barelyĀ heardĀ bobbyĀ asĀ heĀ triedĀ toĀ explainĀ thingsĀ quickly, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā listenĀ man,Ā iāveĀ gotĀ enoughĀ shitĀ goingĀ on. Ā Ā doĀ whatĀ youĀ want, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā heĀ shrugs,Ā knowingĀ heĀ didnātĀ haveĀ theĀ energyĀ toĀ fightĀ withĀ him,Ā heĀ hatedĀ fightingĀ withĀ bobbyĀ andĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ itĀ hurtĀ thatĀ noĀ oneĀ thoughtĀ heādĀ wantĀ toĀ knowĀ nataliaĀ wasĀ backĀ inĀ theĀ country,Ā heĀ couldnātĀ evenĀ beingĀ toĀ processĀ thatĀ withĀ everythingĀ else. Ā Ā heĀ almostĀ sighedĀ withĀ reliefĀ whenĀ hisĀ phoneĀ wentĀ off,Ā pickingĀ itĀ upĀ andĀ instantlyĀ excusingĀ himselfĀ toĀ speakĀ withĀ hisĀ momĀ whilstĀ heĀ could,Ā knowingĀ bobbyĀ wouldĀ hopefullyĀ keepĀ shannonĀ calmĀ whilstĀ heĀ spokeĀ withĀ hisĀ mom.
Ā Ā Ā Ā šš§ Ā ššØš„š§ Ā ššš¦ Ā šššš„š§ Ā š§š¢ Ā šššš„ Ā šš¢šŖ Ā šŖššš Ā ššš¦ Ā š š¢š Ā š¦š¢šØš”ššš, Ā Ā butĀ heĀ wouldĀ neverĀ notĀ takeĀ herĀ callĀ atĀ theĀ moment,Ā justĀ outĀ ofĀ fearĀ heĀ wouldĀ missĀ hisĀ lastĀ chanceĀ toĀ everĀ talkĀ toĀ her. Ā Ā itĀ alsoĀ helpedĀ himĀ feelĀ aĀ littleĀ calmerĀ withĀ allĀ theĀ shitĀ goingĀ on,Ā justĀ beingĀ ableĀ toĀ talkĀ toĀ herĀ andĀ whilstĀ heĀ wasnātĀ aboutĀ toĀ explainĀ everythingĀ thatĀ wasĀ goingĀ onĀ now,Ā heĀ knewĀ heĀ wouldĀ beĀ calmerĀ afterĀ talkingĀ toĀ herĀ becauseĀ sheĀ alwaysĀ calledĀ beforeĀ sheĀ wentĀ toĀ sleep. Ā Ā somethingĀ thatĀ hisĀ momĀ hadĀ saidĀ finallyĀ madeĀ sense,Ā sheĀ hadĀ talkedĀ aboutĀ seeingĀ natĀ againĀ andĀ heĀ hadĀ thoughtĀ sheĀ hadĀ tooĀ illĀ toĀ realiseĀ whatĀ wasĀ goingĀ on. Ā Ā asĀ muchĀ asĀ itĀ stungĀ knowingĀ nataliaĀ hadĀ seenĀ hisĀ momĀ beforeĀ seeingĀ himĀ atĀ all,Ā heĀ wasĀ gladĀ thatĀ sheĀ hadĀ seenĀ herĀ becauseĀ hisĀ momĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ lovedĀ nat, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā iĀ loveĀ you,Ā mom,Ā iāllĀ comeĀ andĀ seeĀ youĀ inĀ theĀ morning, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā johnnyĀ saysĀ softly,Ā hangingĀ upĀ theĀ phoneĀ andĀ takingĀ thisĀ momentĀ toĀ closeĀ hisĀ eyesĀ andĀ justĀ letĀ outĀ aĀ breath. Ā Ā heĀ almostĀ wishedĀ thatĀ hisĀ momĀ hadĀ givenĀ himĀ aĀ goodĀ enoughĀ excuseĀ toĀ leave,Ā insteadĀ heĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ haveĀ toĀ goĀ backĀ inĀ thereĀ andĀ actĀ likeĀ everythingĀ wasĀ allĀ good. Ā Ā yetĀ beforeĀ heĀ couldĀ goĀ backĀ inside,Ā heĀ lookedĀ overĀ toĀ seeĀ nataliaĀ cryingĀ andĀ heĀ couldnātĀ helpĀ butĀ moveĀ towardsĀ her, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā youĀ alright? Ā Ā iĀ knewĀ thisĀ nightĀ wasĀ aĀ completeĀ shitĀ showĀ butĀ itĀ canātĀ beĀ thatĀ bad, Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā heĀ wasĀ tryingĀ toĀ makeĀ lightĀ ofĀ it,Ā thereĀ wasĀ soĀ muchĀ heĀ wantedĀ toĀ sayĀ butĀ couldnātĀ sayĀ toĀ herĀ rightĀ nowĀ becauseĀ itĀ wasĀ notĀ theĀ rightĀ time.
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