sure. ive got abbs now when I flex. Its a lot more than I had two years ago. After A workout you can even see obliques in the right light. But IM STILL FUCKING FAT. Why the fuck was it so much easier to lose weight by smoking cigarettes and starving myself. I CANT STAND THIS... I always hit an early wall and get super fucking depressed and lonely and emotional. AND I hurt myself doing a lift wrong. FUCKING *SCREAMING INTO THE NIGHT* I swear I cant handle this..
















