Now that the dust has settled and Ive had time to sit with my emotions and thoughts. I shouldve been harsher, point blank. I should've been harsher from the start but I had rose tinted glasses on hoping they weren't as bad as the people who abused me. I had so many horrible things normalized to me and downplayed that It took a while to fully figure out not only my boundaries but also what should and shouldn't be acceptible to 16+ audiences. Im lucky I figured it out by last year (when I turned 18) but even then somethings slipped through that absolutely SHOULD NEVER HAVE GOTTEN THROUGH. The pattern I now see and recognize without the frame of "theyre a close friend I grew up with, I know them,they woudlnt do anything harmful on purpose" no. They have. Now all I can do is make sure that this is out in the open and that I prevent anything like this from happening in the future, friend or not. I dont care if you were a victim at some point, I dont care if you had any mental issues, if you do this you should be shamed and you shouldnt have a platform. Its one thing to make a mistake and learn from it and its another to play ignorant and use that "ignorance" as an excuse. I hope axel doesnt come into contact with anymore children.
also I am so sorry for any typos, I have dyslexia so sometimes I dont notice it.
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DO NOT HARRASS ANYONE INVOLVED! I am only posting this to not only spread awareness but to also defend myself.
I've decided to come out with this. I really wanted to avoid drama on here, but honestly, I feel like I need to make this public after the harassment ive received.
The idea I cut you off for "being suicidal" didnt come from nowhere, either its you or you told somone that narrative. I cut you off because I do not like hte pattern of sending suggestive art or porn infront of children or allowing it on your plaftorms where its clearly 15+ and not 18+.
I am so dissappointed in you axel, we grew up together and you saw the abuse I endured from predators. You knew better, I shouldnt have been naive enough to think otherwise. I was willing to simply state my boundaries and leave it there but no, I see now that you shouldnt be trusted with a platform if this is your first reaction instead of owning up. Therapy doesnt fix the shit you did, you can get better and be a better person but not only have you proven to me that you arent one now but theres a chance you never will be because you cant even admit to the wrong you did. You play victim and whine and cry. even if you could get better youve proven you cant be trusted with a socail platform.
Hollow's vague post about me:
lets start with giving context to hollow's vague post.
Now lets get into the harrassment that I suspect is eithe rthem or their friends.
Now, this is how we cut ties. it was not because they were "suicidal"
4 months isnt enough time to "change" and "get better" axel...
Now onto the growing pattern of exposing minors to pornographic or suggestive material(yes nonsexual nudity is conciderned indecent material under the law)
Sending suggestive art in my 13+ server WHILE I was still a minor.
even if you arent a "groomer",youve still actively endangered children.
looking back in my server I found they posted multiple more things of a suggestive nature, though my server was 16+ that was not an excuse. Suggestive material was normalized to me by my past peers, and I only recently enforced a strict no suggestive material (even if censored or not fully indecent) policy in my server. I wish I had done it sooner but all I can do now is ensure I enforce it going forward.
Onto the screenshots. These were the most recent ones.
Then there are these, which you posted when you were 18 and I was 15 running a 14+ server ( was originally 13+)
In one of the screenshots they were technically 17 but that doesnt excuse their behavior and posting that content either way.
The ref wouldnt be as bad if it were just a ken doll base but the active adding of a thong is iffy....
