THE ONLY FUCKING REASON ANY ONE READS ANYTHING YOU TO PUT IN THAT TEXT CHANNEL IS BECAUSE OTHER MUTED PEOPLE READ AND RESPOND, OR BECAUSE I POINT IT OUT
SOMETIMES WE CAN'T LOOK
SOMETIMES WE CAN'T PAY ATTENTION WHEN THERE'S SEVERAL PEOPLE TYPING THERE
YOU'RE NOT EVEN IN THE VOICE CHAT WHY ARE YOU TYPING IN THE TEXT CHANNEL
STOP BLOWING UP WHEN SOMEONE MISSES A SINGLE ONE OF YOUR MESSAGES
YOU DON'T SEE ME MAKING A HUGE DEAL OUT OF BEING IGNORED
IF ANYONE DESERVES TO MAKE A HUGE DEAL ABOUT MISSED MESSAGES OR IGNORED WORDS IT'S FUCKING ME BUT NOOO LET THE LITTLE GIRL WITH MENTAL PROBLEMS BIGGER THAN HER STATE CRY IN HER WOEFUL LITTLE BUBBLE
I HATE THAT I'M ANGRY AT YOU FOR THIS
THIS IS SO PETTY AND STUPID
I'M SO MUCH OLDER THAN YOU I SHOULD BE THE MATURE ONE BUT INSTEAD I'M SO ENVIOUS AND ANGRY THAT WHEN YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT BEING IGNOREDOR MISSED PEOPLE COME RUSHING TO YOUR SIDE TO GO NO IT'S OKAY
BUT WHEN I DO THE SAME I CONTINUE TO BE IGNORED AND MISSED
WHAT DO YOU HAVE THAT I DON'T
WHY CAN'T THEY SEE ME THE WAY THEY SEE YOU
IS IT BECAUSE YOU'RE YOUNGER
IS IT BECAUSE YOU'RE "MORE FRAGILE"
IS IT BECAUSE YOU HAVE SO MANY PROBLEMS ALWAYS ACTIVELY ORBITING YOU
SHOULD I BE LOUD TOO
SHOULD I MAKE MY PROBLEMS KNOWN TOO
SHOULD I SPILL MY GUTS FOR THE ORCHISTRA
no I can't do that
because they'd hate me
unlike you
