Icarus

trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

Hatsune Miku + Draculaura

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In the middle of the night, when youre fast asleep, Kenma will still be awake, laying beside you in bed. He's usually on his phone or some handheld gaming console, but tonight both those options seemed boring. Neither one was giving him the boost of dopamine he was craving. Silently, he crawls out of the bed and sneaks over to your pc. This man will boot it up and sign into his twitch account to start live streaming, using your shitty webcam that you only bought for your zoom classes a couple years before.

His webcam is so pixelated that its the only thing his chat can seem to focus on, other than complaining about the time in their timezone. But Kenma didnt care, he was focused on the game; it was one he'd never played for stream before, let alone in his free time. But it was one of the only games you owned. And after watching you create a family for hours before ever even playing, he wasnt going to create his own and ruin the little predetermined town you had moved the family into; instead he was just going to play as your family, which adorably (even though he'd never admit it) was him, your cat, and yourself.

He'll glance over at chat just to see them all questioning whats in the background of his camera. "You saw an arm? No way chat, I'm home alone." It speeds by a couple more times as they all deny his claims before returning its attention towards the game. He spares a glance at the bed, just to make sure youre not awake. He knows you'd forgive him, but he wouldn't be happy with himself if he knew his antics had kept you from your beauty sleep.

You wake up twenty minutes later, head fuzzy and mind swirling; the only thought in your brain being to cuddle with your lover. But when you turn and reach out next to you, the bed is empty, his place cold from his absence. So you hum, maybe he just went to the bathroom and would return in a minute, you could cuddle with him then. However when what felt like five minutes had passed and he still hadn't returned, you lifted your head to look around the room with blurry eyes, simply trying to find the shape of his body in the darkness.

"Chat theres nothing back there. I'm home alone." He chuckled, not bothering to check this time. The chat continued with its claims, and he rolled his eyes, watching as your character began to play with the cat in game. "Watch out? Incoming? Duck? What are you on about?"

But the next moment he's cursing because something just hit him in the back of the head, hard. The chair swivels around and he looks at the floor to find his pillow staring back at him. His eyebrow quirks and he looks up at the bed to see you glaring at him with half opened eyes. He flashes a sheepish smile before turning back to the screen and faking a big yawn, "Gee chat, it's getting pretty late. See you later."

He logs off and sheepishly crawls back into bed with you, happy to hear the hum that leaves your lips as you cuddle against him. With a quick peck to the top of your head, he settles against the mattress and lets his eyes flutter close, sleep taking over his consciousness within minutes, leaving you to listen to his snores like white noise until you were lulled back to sleep.

"Maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you.”

i lost my poor meatball when somebody sneezed