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- out of my notebook

i’ve accepted the fact that you don’t want me in your life anymore. you haven’t crossed my mind as much these past few days because i’ve been busy trying to distract myself, trying to let “out of sight, out of mind” fall into place. but i still see flickers of you throughout the day, in everything i do, as if you’re this never-ending glitch in my eyes that i just can’t fix. you’re always there in front of my eyes, in thoughts, memories, and reminders. and i just can’t ignore them, when your absence is so present and your silence is so loud.

You’re not allowed to miss me.

We’re soulmates

“I cannot say that I’m over you. I may not think about you, I may not speak your name but I cannot say the emptiness you left me with doesn't overwhelm me. I cannot say that I don’t miss you, I cannot say I’m not worried. I can say you did everything you said you wouldn’t. I can say you left me broken, uncertain you even care. But that’s usually how it goes. Young love. We don’t even know who we are, yet claim to love someone. We don’t know what we see in our future, yet so many possibilities. But we’re here swooning over what we believe is love. So blind, so innocent. When we’ve yet to even lose ourselves.”