Ylle ֶָ֢⭒

Why do girls kiss you and then leave right after? I wouldn’t have left you, okay.

I say I don’t want to get into relationships, and suddenly I’m in the most complicated situation of my life. I say I don’t want to get involved, and then I end up making men fall in love with me, only to ignore them soon after like it meant nothing.

There are days when I drown myself in alcohol. They’re specific days in the month not every day, not every week. I’m actually very controlled about it. But I like to take at least one day to forget everything, and it feels so good to feel the alcohol in my body

I have serious jealousy issues, but I’ll always present myself as a healthy person always. I can get bothered by even the tone of the conversation you’re having, but I’ll still show that it’s fine, that it’s just healthy people having normal human dynamics. But fuck… you’re going to leave me for her someday, right? I’m never anyone’s priority. I’m never someone’s first choice. I always come last

I think I’d like a toxic relationship, but we’d be so healthy for each other. Like, yes! You can throw your fetish onto me, you can mark me with a knife and say I’m yours, you can do whatever you want with me as long as we’re still loving and so happy together in our normal everyday life

I find lesbian sex so genuine. It’s so much more flavorful and intense because… God, yes, give me pleasure just with your words, your fingers, the curves of your thigh

I don’t think a straight girl would have these doubts