Elfin's world.

My fav smile. 

Right now you are looking at how happiness looks like.  Molecules of the protein myosin drag a ball of endorphins into the inner part of the brain's parietal cortex, which produces feelings of happiness. 

Once you fall in love...it’s different. 

I am so sorry I wouldn’t be able to take you to the Pearl Jam concert. I really wish I did it earlier somehow. 

I am so sorry I didn’t tell you how much I love you, how I loved your every long story, so long that u forgot its point while narrating and laughing, how I loved our secret cigarrete breaks even though we were nonsmokers. 

I owe you so, so much. And I was blessed to have you in my life, in my family. Thank you for everything, for every moment I could spend with you from my early childhood till now.

You were a cousin and friend of dreams. xox 

Meet you on the other side. Just wait for me, Lucy.