bad dream

Hello, this is Chen.

I had something to say to my fans, that is how I came to write this letter. 

I am unsure how to start this, so I am very nervous and anxious. But I want to be honest first to my fans, who have given me so much love, so I am uploading this letter, as lacking as it may be. 

I have a girlfriend, with whom I want to spend the entirety of my life with. There were many worries about what kind of situation may come of this at first, but so that my members, company, and the fans who have shown pride in me would not be shocked by sudden news, I was communicating with the company discussing with my members because I wanted to deliver the news just a little sooner. 

During that time, a blessing came to find us. A situation where discussing our plans with the company and members became necessady/unavoidable arose. I was very taken aback, but I was able to gain strength through this blessing. 

I was worrying about when and how to deliver this news, but I carefully mustered up the courage so that I would not delay it any longer. 

My sincere gratitude to my members, who gave me their sincere congratulations after hearing the news. And to all the fans who gave me, who is lacking, so much love, I give you my deep gratitude. 

I wjll alwags remember my thankful heart, and always try my best without changing/moving from my place. I will show a better version of myself that can return all the love you have sent me. 

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