forever

someone should give me a gold medal bc i’m going to play a game that isn’t bg3

i have over 1000 hours on bg3 and i am only just now learning that you can get past the bard murder in act i during a durge run & not have all the companions be angry at your durge if you have them confess.

i need my new gaming chair to arrive bc the one i have rn is about to fall apart completely. fedex says it’s arriving today, but the shop app says tomorrow & the last update for it was 5 days ago.

there was ICE on my windshield this morning. i haven’t had to deal with ice on my windshield since 2017

idk if it’s the hyperfixation increasing in severity, the adhd meds, or both, but i’ve been contemplating writing fanfiction again.

really tempted to do an honor run on bg3, but i literally save scum on the regular.

act ii annoys me bc i keep getting lost in the shadow-cursed lands. and i hate the gauntlet of shar.

my favorite thing about act ii during a durge run is that literally no one in the party is like “it’s kind of suspicious that ketheric literally recognized you bestie!” and there are several journals and notes across moonrise towers & the mind flayer colony hinting at durge’s backstory.

the thing about bg3 is that i literally am in love with so many of these characters. like yes, astarion & jaheria are my absolute favorites. but asking me to rank the others? i can’t. they’re all so perfect and i love them. literally downloaded an unlimited party mod so everyone could go everywhere with me.

it’s crazy how much better you feel when you do basic self-care, drink enough water, & take your meds

playing as a warlock/paladin this bg3 playthrough and it’s currently my favorite multiclass.