piannja

been best friends

she imagined

sitting on a chair on his bench

while the world continues

to turn

either upside down or horizontal

while his eyes helped her hereafter

to forget

all the bad that is

still going to get

worse

in another place at another time

both them and theirs travelled

away

and these two

stayed close

until all her dreams

came true

because of him

he just said:

Tik Tok

Tik Tok

was the knocking of the clock

he was way to old

he hadnt understood

the meaning of her complicated but inwardly beating red flesh heart

just the look of his appearance had made her freeze

a cold blooded stream of tears should come out of her watery but brownish eyes

she shared her cheese

because they made her sick

what she got was too much

a broken health

he didnt know she knew he was the creep

while being in nature his age made him weak

his son the steam also made her

flee

to a another place

another time

she stopped listening again

he was fluffy and quirky

he was a single male

called Ludwig

and was coloured grey

ate a lot of hay

the floor was slippery and slick so he couldn t run so well

he was very fit

i loved taking pictures of him especially when he was cleaning his ears his head and his chin

at night he jumped in my bed

when i left him for travel he wasn't prepared

and sat in our kitchen under a cupboard and watched my two flatemates

it was a great time for me to find friends

but i kept silent confused and for myself with my Ludwig who was hiding under some shelves

forgotten

hidden inside of his brain

synapsconnection never used

unil this day came

where God played

a game

while the crowd was so amused

and pleased to see the ball

just the sound of your voice

can calm the blue of my ocean

blood filled heart

it beats silently

in the rhytm of

our favorite song

tonite i will sleep on my water bed again

with my blanket that waves white downs around my broken body like i m falling in a net

it seems to be

a hot water tub

where my head

is kicking against the

skull

he was the murderer of my

soul

i loved him once

i loved him twice

but it was her

he smiled to

from the stage

this new song they played

on and on again

until i realized

i was just a fan

na na na na na

forgotten forgiven