WELP

imagine laying in bed and instead of pulling on your legs or whatever, a demon straight up just smacks your ass

I mean What’s the demon look like

y'know what sucks being a victim of abuse? Being able to pick up certain things a person does. Like when their facial expressions change, their tone of voice changes, their hand gestures change, the way they act around you, the way they talk, their jokes. Little stuff and when they get angry it’s like you see the one who abused you even if it isn’t you they are angry at it’s the fact that it’s direct towards you, you start to freak out because all you see is the one who abused you. So when they start yelling or cussing or just seem unhappy you panic and your mind races with “don’t hurt me” and you immediately say “i’m sorry. please don’t yell at me.” without thinking because you don’t see that person all you see is the one who abused you. It sucks because it seems like you can never get out of that hole of fear no matter who you associate with.

it’s okay if you were getting better but now you aren’t. it’s okay if today wasn’t as great as yesterday. it’s okay if you didn’t do a lot today. it’s okay if your day didn’t go the way you wanted it to. recovery isn’t easy. it’s slow and there is sooo many obstacles, it doesn’t happen over night. it will feel like you will never get better but that’s your mental illness talking. it does get better, it’s just a very slow, long journey to that recovery and honestly you can do it. the biggest part of recovery is not giving up. I believe in you

i think everyone has a color that they wish they could surround themselves in because it’s comforting to them. what’s yours

@myself why are you so weak when it comes to stickers?they’re pieces of paper that stick to things? you do not need them? stop this