22.

you know, i was really so thankful and and felt so blessed to have supportive parents. in reality, they only support the decisions they agree with.

i really want a boyfriend

overall, i can’t really complain about the life that i live. and yet, i’m still extremely unhappy. i’m sad all the time, i feel alone, and have nobody to talk to or who really understands me. people don’t really care about what i have to say or about what’s going on in my life. it’s just a buffer so that they can tell me about theirs, and i don’t blame them. physically, i feel like things are getting worse. i try so hard to keep my faith and continue to be patient, but it sucks when you don’t even know what you’re waiting for or if you’re going to get what you’re asking for. God, i know you’re there, i know you hear me, i know you love me. i’m just in a bad place right now, and the devil is trying to get me. emphasis on TRYING, because God, you’ve already GOT me.