Procrastination At Its Finest

I want to tell the world your name. I want to make the world turn grey. I wish I could say your name but this really is a general thing. In no particular order my borders began to go astray. My world became big and I don’t see why I should continue this way.

Both times I have been astonished by how easily my shine was taken away. Three people managed this distraction of a natural order. Which would’ve produced a better daughter.

I fail each day to be the greatest version of a lying virgin. Who claimed to be an arrayed sacrifice of her Gods decay. To glorify His way but instead is belittled by her prey.

Now to feeling safe and punished when He says He takes pride in my mistakes as if I am a lesser than who is given a life lesser than her own. Since she prayed for a better plan to further expand My own. So I could shine bright and display her Gods good fight. I would’ve ignited a beauty better than my successors and better than her depressors. He said my anger caused this resignation of my adorations.

So I was forced by His mitigation of my self disrupting implantation. But come on let me win at least once for my pride to subside.

….However, I guess that would be the reason I wouldn’t win this season.

So I’m 19 now so imma update this. Also I made podcast and here’s the link. So have fun and I hope you enjoy it🥲. If not season two is coming out in a bit so it should get better😭😂🤣🤣🤣

I am stressed

I am typical

I am next

But what I feel

I feel free

No care in the world

Just God and me.

I dream of someone who has yet to retire

I pray that both come quick cuz I’m tired.

I intend to be crazy

And the world will call me insane

A cliff I will jump blindfolded

Know exactly how to aim

Without a care in the world I’ll be saved

But with faith I’ll do the same