I would sell my sorry soul, if I could have it all

as they say in poland, smacznej kawusi stara pizdo

Learning to be less reactive is literally saving my life. I’m finally understanding that processing things is not the same as immediately forming a response to them. I can process without feeling pressed to formulate a reaction to what someone said or did or a situation that displeases me. Not that a quick head on your shoulders is necessarily a bad thing, but 9/10 taking a minute to just process could save you so much trouble

mutuals im manifesting the softest and most tender august for all of you

Losing interest in everything again

i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

being alive is great because there are so many different vegetables you can sauté. but then there are also the horrors