a girl is a gun

this one but replace bf w/ hook up 

 it’s the outfit really...it’s the idea of tilly meeting a priest dressed like that?? it makes the most sense.

this one that is a recipe in how to get a needy girl who doesn’t have feelings and only wants to hook up

someone get matilda a therapist because i’m not going to.

i really don’t think i need to explain this one

it’s just tilly.

and this one too

i know it’s surprising she has it but she does....a lot of it.

 and to end the pg ones

she do be sewing.

the following are a lil raunchy but Very Tilly so i separated them

this is the most tilly tiktok i’ve ever seen in my life

 i actually screamed the first time i saw it.

truly enter @ ur own risk it's not bad but..

...hi....i know i like disappeared and its bc my anxiety was really bad with everything going on in the world and in america and personally that i was so overwhelmed just from any interaction. i just needed a good cleanse (i took a nice cleanse from a lot of social media) but i am back ready to be confused by what i missed.

anyway....tilly. so, essentially she’s the same...BUT she’s more into fashion then just the og mum said she needed a degree. but i’ll get there

the baby stuart...matilda has always been the child full of surprises starting from her birth in the middle of the night on december 19th of 1997. she was a rambunctious child, a social butterfly who craved attention and that never changed. the attention she got from being out of line or too out there felt like the only time she got anyone’s sole attention. so she never stopped. any attention was good attention. first it was just making faces at the paparazzi, then after she was sent to gordonstoun for boarding school the list just grew from uniform issues to sneaking out to underage drinking. 

it was also at gordonstoun that she began her ever toxic relationship with sex and attention. using that she was a princess was one way to get attention, but adding that with the attention she got from men? from being a party girl it started her vicious cycle she would never get back from. the birth of trainwreck tilly.

it surprised everyone when tilly announced to her family before her last year at gordonstoun that she had applied for fashion schools. she’d always been interested in it as a kid. sewing was the only cliché thing of discipline that had been pushed on her that she enjoyed. so after graduating at 17 she moved to london for school. even if she was hungover every morning and getting drunk or high every night, she thrived at fashion school. didn’t necessarily have friends that were in her classes, everyone assumed it was just nepotism. she made her own little circle, mostly with plenty of influencers that she just publicly got trashed with every night and being photographed doing it.

this last year for her was a wake up call she truly refused to listen to. graduating fashion school and heading straight to join her family with everyone. it didn’t work out for her, she was reckless as always and a little too reckless at that. a pregnancy she had to end, a failed forced engagement, she just wanted the life she had in her little flat in london where she lived like she wasn’t a princess. so she did. she managed to get a job as a associate designer at ralph & russo, with only a tiny bit of nepotism included, tilly moved back. even i everyone around her couldn’t possibly understand why she wanted to work. 

still she enjoyed it, she was happy keeping up her personal relationships over facetime and spending hours in a studio only to turn around and go to a club. that was until queen mary, mother dearest, demanded she go back for her safety. which as always led to another explosive fight that tilly couldn’t win against her monarch of a mother. so she once again packed up her things, told her team to pack up their things and headed to join her sisters.

her relationship with her parents has never not been strained, matilda always seemed to ruin the perfect image of the royal family even from a child if just by putting on a show for the paparazzi. but they wanted her, and she liked that. her sisters on the other hand, it’s complicated. she’s closer to margot than catherine if only because of their age. tilly knows she can’t live up to either of her sisters though. everything she’s ever done has been compared to catherine and margot. even despite that and the sometimes ardent fights, tilly would do anything for her sisters. the only person she loves more than her sisters in her family is dowager queen anne, her grandmother. in an odd twist, matilda is closest to her grandmother, despite her rejection of any sort of rule pushed on her, if grandma anne asks her to do it she will. 

i’ll probably tweak her timeline and repost it soon which rlly gets into her psyche. however this is who she is right now...still. important things about tilly that i need people to know

has flashed the paparazzi 

100% has done both the wap dance and the 34+35 one on tiktok r u kidding me

social media queen she said “u can make me official accounts but im not privating my personal ones.”

bisexual doesn’t label it though, she just does not discriminate off who she wants to sleep with. 

excellent cookie making skills

surprised by how much she feels things

love language is touch. 

influencer type but thinks la is for trashy people. 

u have to have permission to call her matilda if its not the first time addressing her. 

only family can call her maude

i know there’s more i just can’t think of it anyway here are some connection ideas: 

friends

she’s very social but she is also and AWFUL friend. would sleep w/ ur boyfriend bc she barely recognizes love but does understand jealousy. 

fwb

this 1 is obvious

frenemies?

she’s not one to make enemies on purpose but she does on accident ie...shes an awful friend

someone who is the line w/o a hook

listen i have always thought it would be funny for someone to be totally in love w/ tilly but shes not there w/ them has only ever slept w/ them and is like....why are u staring at me like that

more i’m sure of it but like many things just have to be sorted out because of everyone’s backgrounds and connections to her sisters etc.