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€ANGST MUSINGS FOUND ON PINTEREST. β please change pronouns and verbiage as needed.Β
nobody is coming to save you. get up.
let us live, since we must die.
don't trust the beginnings, truth is told in the last moments.
i don't think i'm the hero type.
this was supposed to be closure, not the beginning of another mistake.
underneath your hands, i become poetry. this is the alchemy that you do.
two souls don't find each other by simple accident.
how do i look away now that i've seen you?
it is okay to be gentle, it does not make you weak.
let me fall if i must fall. the one i will become will catch me.
you said i killed you β haunt me then!
tell me every terrible thing you ever did and let me love you anyway.
i'm, as the poet says, a mess!
i am a collection of dismantled almosts.
do you exist? have i made you up?
ignore every instinct to flee. remember: you are a monster, too.
you were destined for me. perhaps, as a punishment.
i crave affection and run from it.
forever is a dangerous word.
you left fingerprints on my soul, but they feel more like bruises now.
am i suffering beautifully? is my agony laveable?
i desire violently β and i wait.
i died a lot to live a little with you.
not yet corpses. still, we rot.
i am made of untamable demons and unfillable voids.
β¦what i am aches in me.
do not mock a pain you haven't endured.
blood will be spilled. i know it. let it be mine, not yours.
i feel as if i belonged to another world.
i dream of you in fractured ways, in hollow nights, and haunted days.
survivors have scars. victims have graves.