The Confession ~ Jang Wooyoung
It was the biggest relief of all for you as you glanced over the date on your calendar, noticing what was written in the small box. A smile soon appeared on your face as you prepared for your day, counting down the final few hours.
Looking across at Wooyoung as the two of you finally reunited, you couldn’t quite believe that he was finally home. The tour was only a few weeks long, but it was enough for you to miss him, and his company too.
Little did you know just how much he missed you too, seeing you sat across from him at the table was enough to bring a wide smile to his face as well.
“There’s been so many times where we were on the road where I thought of you,” Wooyoung spoke, taking a sip from his drink, “I kept thinking how different things would have been if you were there too.”
“I know you love being with the boys,” you reminded him, sitting forwards to the table, “but I know how much you obviously miss having your best friend around you too.”
Wooyoung’s eyes rolled, “I didn’t miss you that much, I can survive without you.”
Your eyes raised questionably as he sighed, knowing that you were right. He loved to push you, pretend as if he didn’t need you that much, but you knew otherwise.
Whenever he was in trouble, or whenever he needed a shoulder to cry on, you were always the first contact that he searched for, it was only ever you that he needed to be there for him.
“Nichkhun almost got himself lucky as well on the last night of the tour,” Wooyoung sniggered, shaking his head at the memory, “you should have seen how smug he was.”
“What went wrong for him?” You enquired.
“Management got in the way, Junho wanted to throw him under the bus,” he chuckled, surprised when your eyes went wide, “told him that it would be impossible to maintain such a long-distance thing and that it was better to look closer to home.”
“Is that what you’re saving yourself for?” You teased, surprised when Wooyoung tensed up in his seat, averting his eyes away from you. “Your manager has got a point; we’ve all seen how difficult relationships are for you guys anyway.”
Wooyoung’s head slowly nodded, his manager certainly had a point. Steering away from home had never quite been his thing, he hated the idea of long-distance, he loved being close with his partner, whenever he found the one.
“I always had my eye on someone, but I don’t think they quite feel the same,” Wooyoung confessed, “sometimes someone can be a little too close to home to risk it.”
Your gaze turned questionable as Wooyoung shuffled back in his seat, continuing to look away from you. You were keen to found out more about the mysterious person that was evidently playing on Wooyoung’s mind as he continued to drink from his coffee.
He on the other hand was keen to change the subject, but he couldn’t. You had always been running through his mind, more so on tour when he wasn’t able to be with you when he wanted or get in contact with you whenever he had the chance.
“It’s nice being able to be back with you,” he suddenly smiled across at you.
“You’ve only been away for a couple of weeks Wooyoung, it’s not been that long this time.”
“It still doesn’t change the fact that I hate being away from you, you’re still my best friend no matter where in the world I am Y/N.”
You could tell that something was off with Wooyoung by the way that his voice wavered. His eyes continued to look anywhere but across at you, tapping nervously around the glass of his mug as he tried to keep himself composed and calm around you.
“I’ve found it much more difficult this time around too,” he then confessed, leaving you stunned.
Your head shook back across at him, “perhaps we’ve not spent as much time together as we usually do recently, but you have a great time on tour.”
Whilst he always had a blast on the road, there was one thing that was always missing for him. He hated being away from you, no matter how hard he tried to push you to the back of his mind, you always found a way to come back and play on his mind again.
“You’re being strange,” you sighed, scratching over the top of your head, “you’ve been strange ever since I arrived here, I thought you would have been looking forward to seeing me.”
“I am,” he quickly assured, jolting up in his seat to make sure that you didn’t walk away, “I am happy to have you here, but there’s just been so much on my mind for the last few days, a lot of feelings that I’ve been trying to figure out and make sense of, specifically involving you I suppose.”
You leant forwards as finally Wooyoung looked across at you, letting you know how serious he was. “What feelings have you been experiencing?” You asked, offering him a teasing smile, “you can’t not tell me what’s going on in that head of yours right now Wooyoung?”
His head nodded, “I know you’re my best friend Y/N, but that doesn’t mean to say that there can’t be something more between us too. I don’t want to miss out on having you with me.”
“You already have me,” you reminded him, resting your hand to the top of the table, “but I think you could be right there as well, I think there could be something more there, I think there always might have been something there too.
Wooyoung slowly lowered his hand down so that it rested over your own, feeling his heart flutter when you didn’t move away. Instead, you turned your hand around so that your palms were pressed together, intertwining your fingers in with one another.
“You. You’re the one I want Y/N, I don’t want to look too close to home, but I’ve looked far away, tours, events, apps, but none of them compare. I hate what you do to me, but I couldn’t love you anymore if I tried,” he confessed.
“Y-you love me?” You questioned, surprised when Wooyoung nodded his head back at you. “How long have you kept all this quiet? Has this really been playing on your mind for the whole tour Wooyoung, the poor boys have probably been driven up the wall by you?”
“It’s been on my mind for so much longer than just the tour, since the moment I met you.”
Your head shook as a laugh escaped from you, “that was six years ago Wooyoung? What did you think this was, did you always think I was just going to be your best friend? Did you ever think in that time there could have been more?”
His head nodded back across at you, “I always held onto a bit of hope, but now I don’t think I need hope anymore, because I think all of the things that I used to wish for are finally coming true, if I’ve caught the right lines?”
“I think you’ve definitely caught the right lines Wooyoung.”
“Good, because this, and you, are all that I’ve ever wanted.”
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